Novacaine

You're like novacaine'

Look'

i dont feel love, shit ion even feel a thing, i got a taste a love but now im numb

And im stuck i feel like im on novacaine, i js wanna drink and get high asf ion really wanna feel the pain,

I feel like i need some Novacaine

 

I js wanna get fucked up but if i do then imma push everyone away,

i js wanna numb the pain I think i need sum novacaine,

I guess I'm the only one to blame, i build walls and throw every good thing i have away,

I cant remember the last time i had a smile on my face,

I proved them right, i feel like a disgrace, i focus on other peoples problems

Bc ion want anybody else to be in my place, Trauma building up but i js keep

Stacking my plate, sometimes i wish that i could js fade away, i miss having someone to hold on the rainy days,

Idk if i could ever be the same,

 

I need someone to love, someone that'll feel the feel the same,

I need someone who gon be willing to guide me to the pain, im tired of the games

People play, going around in a circle feels like charades, i js wanna smoke and drink

Away my pain, i need sum novacaine i js wanna put a bullet in my brain,

Wanna get blacked out and wash down the pain with a couple a pills, i wanna

Know whats its like not to feel, questioning my life asking if love's really real,

I wish i was numb to the pain i wish couldn't feel,

Beyond broken i js need some time to heal💔