Shady Meets Shayd Pt. 7 (Skit)

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Pt. 7: "Prequel to a Lost Track"

//(It's 2:17 AM. Dim lighting. The room hums softly with the tail end of a loop Shayd had been playing earlier. She sits curled up in the corner of the couch, wrapped in Slim’s old hoodie, knees to her chest, staring at nothing. Her face is blank, but her eyes are dark. She's been sitting there a long time.)
//(The door creaks open. Slim walks in, sluggish but not sloppy, flipping a bottle of pills in one hand. He kicks the door shut with his foot, muttering.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"Man, I fuckin’ hate pharmacies. All that fake white light and fuckin' grandma perfume... makes me wanna break shit."
 
//(He pops the cap, downs a couple pills dry, then throws the bottle onto the table with a dull clatter. His eyes are a little glassy. Shayd glances over, then looks away.)
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
//(quietly)
"You’re high as fuck."
 
[SLIM SHADY]
//(shrugging as he aggressively takes off his hoodie)
"Not enough."
 
//(He tosses his hoodie on the back of the chair and notices her again—still curled up in the one he gave her before.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"Still in that thing, huh?"
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
//(quiet, staring ahead)
"Still breathin’, ain’t I?"
 
//(He walks over, snatches a lighter off the table, flicks it twice just to hear the sound. Doesn't light anything.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You look like you’re hauntin’ this place."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
//(flatly)
"I am."
 
//(He doesn’t answer. Just watches her a little too long. Then slouches down in the chair across from her, elbows on his knees, head in his hands. Rubs his face hard like he’s trying to erase it. Shayd’s eyes shift toward him briefly.)
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"How many tonight?"
 
[SLIM SHADY]
//(without looking at her)
"Enough to make me feel like I ain’t here. Not enough to stop hearin’ myself think."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"Then take more."
 
//(He laughs—hollow, like the punchline of a joke that doesn’t land. He finally looks up.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You tryin’ to kill me, kid?"
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"I thought you already were."
 
//(A long silence. The loop buzzes on in the background. He watches her for a beat—so still, so cold it almost hurts to look at. Then he grabs a nearby marker and starts writing a bar on his hand. Shayd eyes it.)
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"You always write when you're trying not to feel."
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"And you always talk like you ain't already feelin’ too much."
 
//(Shayd slowly uncurls. Swings her legs down and sits up, arms still crossed. Her voice is quiet but steady.)
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"I’m so far under, I don’t even flinch anymore. My body’s still here, but I dunno where my mind went."
 
[SLIM SHADY]
//(smirking, eyes dead)
"Yeah... been there. Hell, might still be there. I never checked out."
 
//(He shifts in his chair, stretching like he’s got electricity under his skin.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You know what's fucked up? I come in here to escape, but this place just amplifies the shit. Like—real loud echoes of shit I forgot to bury."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"Maybe you didn’t forget. Maybe you left the shovel at home."
 
//(He looks at her—long, unreadable stare. The kind you give a ghost when you realize it’s not going away.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You’re too smart for your own good. Too numb for your age."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"Too alive to be dead. Too dead to be alive. That’s my middle ground."
 
//(Slim suddenly looks around the studio. He walks to the corner, pulls out a beat-up CD wallet. Flips through it, muttering to himself. Finds what he’s looking for. Slides a scratched-up disc into the player.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You ever heard this one? Nobody talks about it anymore."
 
//(The first haunting notes of “Rock Bottom” start to play—low volume, just loud enough to fill the space. Slim doesn’t rap along, doesn’t say anything—just lets it play while he sinks back into his seat.)
//(Shayd instantly reacts. Her head lifts a little. Her whole vibe shifts—not happier, just… understood.)
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
//(softly)
"...Damn, I love this one. That part—‘My life is full of empty promises and broken dreams…’ I swear that’s the realest shit I ever heard."
 
//(Slim glances at her, surprised.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"Didn’t think you knew that track."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"I memorized it by accident. Used to loop it on nights I felt like breakin’ shit. Never skipped it once."
 
//(Slim watches her now. He nods—slow, like he respects it. Like she just passed a test she didn’t know she was taking.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"Funny thing is… I wrote that on a floor with no heat, no money, no food. Had my daughter sleepin’ in the other room and not a single soul to call. I wasn’t tryna be deep. I was just tryna breathe."
 
//(The hook plays in the background: “That’s rock bottom / When you feel like you’ve had it up to here / ‘Cause you’re mad enough to scream, but you’re sad enough to tear…”)
//(Shayd closes her eyes and looks down. She’s not crying, but it hits her hard. Something real lands between them.)
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"I think I’m at my rock bottom now. But you already wrote the soundtrack."
 
[SLIM SHADY]
//(quietly)
"Yeah? Then make the sequel. Just don’t end it where I almost did."
 
//(The silence stretches. He runs a hand through his hair, then over his mouth, eyes darting. He’s visibly restless now. The pills are kicking in—but not soft. Not calm. Twitchy. On edge.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You know what’s real, Shayd? This fix don’t fix shit. It just hits pause on the panic, rewinds the rage, then slams play again when it wears off."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"That’s the point though, ain’t it? It ain’t about fixing. It’s about delaying the breakdown just long enough to pretend you’re okay in the mirror."
 
//(He nods slowly. That one lands.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You get it. Which means you’re too far gone already."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
"Then quit looking at me like you’re trying to save me."
 
//(He leans back, breathes in, closes his eyes for a second. When he opens them, they’re glassy. His voice is lower now.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You remind me of me. And I hate that. I see your spiral and it makes mine spin faster."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
//(bitter)
"Then look away."
 
//(He doesn’t. Doesn’t move. Just stares. After a moment, he tosses her his other hoodie—different from the one she’s wearing. It's quiet. Heavy.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"Cover up. You’re startin’ to look like my conscience."
 
//(She catches it, doesn’t respond. He stands up suddenly, pacing again, fingers tapping against his thigh like a beat he can’t drop.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
"You know this underground eats people like us, right? Chews us up and spits out the shiny parts. Leaves us with the rot."
 
[SHAYD GRAY]
//(finally looking at him again)
"That’s fine. I’ve been compost for years."
 
//(He stops pacing. Looks at her like she just confirmed something he was afraid of.)
 
[SLIM SHADY]
//(quiet now)
"If you don’t slow down, this place won’t just ruin you—it’ll immortalize your trauma and call it art."
 
//(Shayd shrugs slightly, curls up again on the couch, this time wrapped in both hoodies. The loop in the background fades out. Slim stands over her like he wants to say something else... but doesn’t. Instead, he sits back down across from her and lights a cigarette, staring at the smoke like it’s talking back to him.)
//(They sit in that silence a long time. Two ghosts in different bodies. Nothing left to fix. Nothing left to break that ain’t already broken.)

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