Lifestyle

this rap is about my lifestyle all the suffering that I had to experience and become really feirce with a small ears pierced.Yo I tried to forget my past self all my loneliness,anxiety, pain and depression it almost took control of me,but then God told me it's all a gift then Mitchell started abusing me accusing for things I didn't do also I always tried to acted cool then I realized I was making a fool of myself.this how the real pain started I ask out my crush I thought she really like me but I got rejected i reflected for my perfection but I thought my heart was infection so I disinfected and protected it and notice villains are made not born they are made but one made my temptations to save one and I got addicted to money and buying crazy expensive things when I started listening to music it kind of cured me but when I found Kyle he cured the hole in my heart and he was brother like a to me thank you brotha.working hard earning money trying to make music fusing it with my feelings it seems some people started hating me but it created me into the person I'm now barley words comes out of my mouth now trying to reach the fame to my favorite rapper the one who kind of cured me his name Eminem when I founded him it was like seeing a shooting star and wishing for a super car this ain't no crying sport it's just a starting point.dont live with real parents just with some foster parents cleaning all day ain't no breaks trying to ask them to take a huge break from them but they it ain't okay looks like my song won't make it really far so I gotta save lots of money to buy my favorite car and my foster parents making me do the things I don't like so I have to fight to make it right drinking my last Sprite while playing with a kite someone broke my heart with a dymite while I was fixing my rights I wasn't that fishin type Im choking because I wasn't sipping right so I saw the light and love ain't fixing me right cuz I spit people faces until crisis happens it made me crazy my eyesight gone fazy with a little lazy It made me really spacey from going crazy with jay Z. my song started by one little lyric tryin to make my name to the rapping hall of fame with a lot of flames there's that one kid that hate his name is James he blowed my mind full of flames but it made people started shaming deflaming me but the people that loves come and saved me but I don't like seeing to them suffering it made my mind tuffer this is end my of my song hating king von like he couldn't win a fight I'm only 13 and some how I'm making my first rap song just kidding this isn't the end I made lots friends some of them are fake and trying to break my mind but they couldn't find it because they couldn't find it in time while I rhyming my song sorry it took too long because I can't find the right words to the rappity tapity unhappily song and this is the real end of my tripping song so don't start hating my first song or you are gonna start deflating with your dumbass hatin my creation while I got lots of fucking determination I didn't send my birthday invitation because I investigations your wasted ass so I past frustrated shit to hit to hell where your stupid ass fell where all shitty people lives and burned to pieces and turned into fuckin ugly ass demons then satan brought them to fight some angels but lost to the heavens this is end of my song creation pasted wait one more lyric I started drinking energy drinks to not feel a thing and like singing I don't what was my fuckin brother thinks he is I said fuck you then fucking beat his ass up when I was done then he crawling like a little mouse and heart skip a beat I thought it was end of my fate while I thought I was talking to the rapist Andrew Tate for goodness sakes because I ain't fake because eat lots of steaks and Blair said it ain't really fair so I said I don't fucking care lots people started to stare I become cold hearted while I depart from my friends and the doctor said I got 99 days but then I woke I realized it was all a dream but I was drowning in a big water stream of the pain I felt my own very shame I couldn't even play my favorite game it took a long time to heal and sorry it's a little song cuz it's only I can put this a long.all my work the d it's crazy this is the actually end ha ha.