ilivenidie (it's true)

Feeling like I'm alive and dead at the same time

 

Fucking up (through the grapevine)

 

Now I know it's wrong to never make time, yeah-yeah

 

I live and I die (huh, twenty thousand times)

 

I live and I die (huh, I been in my prime)

 

I live and I die (huh, she gon' hit my line)

 

I live and I die, yeah-yeah

 

 

 

Guess your love's a fluke, ooh, shit gon' make me puke

 

Tell me, what the fuck I do? The fuck happened to me and you?

 

Now you don't say, "I love you too" Can't take this shit no more, fucking true

 

Breakin' my heart with every goddamn move, I got shit to prove

 

I be on the move, bitches love the way I groove, I brood

 

Put bitches into moods, she so rude and crude, how can I continue?

 

Skewed, guess I'm screwed, got a lotta loose screws

 

We on the loose, at this point I got nothin' to lose

 

It's true my views get my ass on the news, yeah

 

Endin' up on a stretcher, pick 'n' choose, shoutout to all my jews

 

And I can't handle this abuse, I'ma leave a 1-star bad review, ooh

 

She told me, "Walk a mile in my shoes, see that I got issues

 

Cryin' on them tissues, askin' who gon' shoot?"

 

Bitch, you gon' shoot who? You just afraid to shoot

 

All these offers I refuse, suicidal thoughts, no excuse

 

Huh, arguments I try to diffuse, every goddamn feud

 

Breaks me inside, Blues Clues, bitch, that's my cue

 

Get the hint, we imprint hoes, I be wit' my crew

 

You be wit' yo' crew, me and my crew gon' cruise

 

I ain't mean to confuse, but goddamn, you light my fuse

 

B-b-bitch, bitch, your time is due, hate the way you just accuse

 

Always look at me like I'm your muse, guess I lost all use

 

You try to amuse, we changin' colors, we changin' hues

 

She fucked me up now I'm in a queue

 

Woke up so sad while chaos ensues, she gonna sue

 

Sue who? Not you not me but I'm tired of your ruse

 

I'ma go and sip some booze, I got a new bruise

 

You found someone new, you found a new dude

 

Me? I'm left to dry 'cause these hoes so lewd

 

Blood ooze from my brain, I got a gun, it go pew

 

And with all these words I've spewed

 

Do you love my ass? 'Cause my ass belongs in a zoo, and so do you, too

 

Bitches know the crowd gon' boo even with the girls I've wooed

 

Suicidal thoughts 'bout you, genocide, can't say adieu

 

I'ma drink some Mountain Dew, she was mine, yeah, she was my boo

 

I got that money I got that Witches Brew

 

She left me to die for, she left me like the flu

 

Bitch, I can't fuck with you, we livin' proof, out the roof

 

In the coupe, my coupe's blue, like your eyes, blue

 

Stuck in a loop, call up my troops, they be round, me? I'm a cube

 

These hoes talk shit, talkin' in groups, I fucked that bitch, post on Youtube

 

I can't take this, no, how low can I stoop?

 

She's just a bitch tryna learn all the hoops, yeah-yeah

 

Break my heart, an ass-whoop, huh, these hoes can't be duped

 

I guess I'm fucked up, I'm the Dogg, she's the Snoop

 

What can I do? Men only care 'bout ass and boobs

 

But me? I care 'bout personality, not looks, it's true

 

I whoop her ass, mama told me, "Eat yo' food

 

'Fore it go bad" I was so mad, she sent him her nudes

 

What 'bout me? Fuck your friends and your attitude

 

I'm screwed, my dog's huge, my dog chewed, my dog chews

 

Y'all dusty hoes, I guess me and you are glued

 

To each other so we cannot run, I brewed

 

Some drugs 'n' potions, made it into a stew

 

Drank it, got high as hell, overdosed, it's true, yeah

 

 

 

Feeling like I'm alive and dead at the same time

 

Fucking up (through the grapevine)

 

Now I know it's wrong to never make time, yeah-yeah

 

I live and I die (huh, twenty thousand times)

 

I live and I die (huh, I been in my prime)

 

I live and I die (huh, she gon' hit my line)

 

I live and I die, yeah-yeah

 

 

 

I live and I die, yeah, wake up sad, still in my suit

 

Break your heart, make you acute, did I tell you you're so cute?

 

You's a bitch, I dispute, fuck with me, take the wrong route

 

Bitches know I stay wit' my roots, mama told me, "Eat yo' veggies and yo' fruits

 

'Fore it go bad" It's true, I live and I die, oh, I shoot, execute

 

The hoes, compute the hoes, pursuit, you gon' get the boot

 

We need a recruit, I play wit' hoes like we playin' the flute

 

That bitch do not salute me, et tu, Brute? Yeah-yeah

 

These hoes talk in mute, she gon' get lawsuit

 

I don't care bitch, absolute, she broke my heart, I need a parachute

 

Shoutout to Jude, shoutout to Duke, she want my loot

 

She want the lube, bitches call me Groot

 

'Cause I love them trees, guess we so damn through

 

What to do when I realize you only love a few?

 

You told me, "Huh, who's you?" Thought you told me, huh, one, two

 

You didn't hold me when I was blue, yeah

 

Now I'm lonely, but I took the fucking W

 

These hoes are phonies, I'ma get the revenue

 

She done told me, "We be at the avenue"

 

Know she holdin' a Glocky and a damn statue

 

She done told me, "I love you, yeah, I love you"

 

Guess that was a lie, guess it was never true

 

I live and I die, bitch, I'm tall like bamboo

 

She told me it's fine, this shit I cannot undo

 

Tell me oh why, why I'm gettin' deja vu?

 

These hoes know I am not amused, no, this shit not approved

 

Caught a body, that shit's unexcused, my rhymes so smooth

 

I smoothed down my tux, she talk shit, but we infused

 

Knock out yo' tooth, my golden teeth are golden toothed

 

My ego is bruised, it needs strokin', hoes be bemused

 

And I know y'all wanna see me suffer all up from my youth

 

Babe Ruth, these hoes be delulu, don't leave me to die, need someone to soothe

 

She's a bitch, yeah, and that's the truth, ooh

 

She a bitch in the Kissing Booth, hmm, she knew, yeah she knew

 

This bitch uncouth, I got a sleuth of claims for you, watch me bloom

 

I be up in the room, big bang, boom-boom

 

She say, "It's true" she say, "Oh, who?" Yeah

 

Bold of you to assume I give 2 fucks, I'm in my tomb

 

Confined in a tomb in my mama mama's womb

 

These drugs I consume to end my gloom, to end my doom

 

But I guess I'm doomed, I still smell your perfume

 

I remember when my ass was groomed, the pain still looms

 

I grab the fucking broom, whack yo' ass, 2020, was doin' Zoom

 

Breaking my heart, I still smell those fumes, yeah

 

My legacy, was not fed a silver spoon

 

You lying to me, I'm boppin' to these tunes, Rune

 

I'ma take that girl to the moon, take me to the moon

 

I guess we're not all immune, age 9, watchin' cartoons

 

While I watched the balloons (fly to the sky) wake up in the afternoons

 

Wanting to kill myself (wantin' to pill myself) I live 'n' I die, it's true

 

Yeah, fuck you and your cronies and your goons

 

I made money, made a whole goddamn tycoon

 

Got my harpoon, these hoes wake up in June

 

I wake up in July, will I see you soon?

 

Yeah, will I see you soon? Will I see you soon? (Mhm)

 

 

 

Feeling like I'm alive and dead at the same time

 

Fucking up (through the grapevine)

 

Now I know it's wrong to never make time, yeah-yeah

 

I live and I die (huh, twenty thousand times)

 

I live and I die (huh, I been in my prime)

 

I live and I die (huh, she gon' hit my line)

 

I live and I die, yeah-yeah