SIOK

Read that damn note that you wrote again

Feel so cut throat like I choke by the copium

Know that I'm slow guess I broke prior hope again

Show what I owe tense and cold but still want you back

Still wonder how you are, pictures tell lies, I am clueless,

Did your angel come to heal your scars, cause it always hurt seeing your bruises

Hearing your voice in my dark times

Yeah I'm not fine

Looking up to the stars lights

Playing them games in a far cry

Saying to my friends that I'm alright

I'm not so innocent

In a sense tryna vent

For you I broke and bent

My back was up against the wall

Oh leaving my sins can't repent at all

Y'all keep hearing lies coming out my tongue

Evident ever since I done wrote drown

Fled the scene of my life, and couldn't get out

Lied about you to myself, so I could get out

Used to act like a knight, but had to get rescued

Tried to reach heights, fell flat like my bed mood

Love at first sight, like a poison in my bloodstream, was it a love potion, must've been the best too?

 

I just want to know

How to get through someone I once knew

Fighting through the quiet, searching for a way

Aimlessly like a stray

 

A page half written I need silence to find the next line

Stepping back to redefine, like aged oak n' vintage wine

In my image lies problems hard to define so hard to solve em

Getting far in my progress to miss the finish line what stops em

I was sailing in fog without a compass

Broken glass I'm failing to see the spark

Photograph fading, but the feeling still sharp

I've been lost footsteps fading in the park, no trail left to leave a mark

I was far beyond reach like a empty heart

Picking the pieces up, Feeling the weakness gone

Thinking our reach is on, Sealing the deal but not

Signing my name on a fading spot, guess what

Am I drinking from a well, not knowing if others thirst more

Ripping up myself, like lately I have been dirt poor

Feeling like the worst soul gimme the birth forms and click burn

It don't sit well with me that I can not stand tall with my glass chopped

I back off, can't act tough like flash, hulk iron man that's rough

Need me some bath salt our path gone tossed like a rag doll

Alone with a dad bod my ass fall, can't cope that our chance gone

Drew a picture of us together is that wrong? Don't know but

 

I just want to know

How to get through someone I once knew

Fighting through the quiet, searching for a way

Aimlessly like a stray

 

I guess love will never feel the same

I won't ever forget your name