I’m tired of hurting
• Written by Whiteboy4ever
Im Tried of people coming up to me
Assuming in doing something wrong
I’m tired of no one caring or seeing how far I’ve come along
Im tired of all the constant pain I feel deep inside my head
I’m tired of trying to be good
So I guess I’ll be the bad guy instead
Yeah I’m hurting everyday but I put on a mask
So people don’t have to see the crazy side of me
I just got out of jail , I’ve been a year clean but it still seems
Like everybody has trust issues with me
I’ve lost everything I had straight from the jump
And they wonder why I’m mentally disabled
My conscious tells me just grab the gun
End it all here and save the drama for later
I want everything to go, spend my time with Jesus
But I dont wanna hurt those who actually care
They hate on my ways, say i’m the fakest
So Maybe if I die they’ll realize I never really was scared
Im Tried of people coming up to me
Assuming in doing something wrong
I’m tired of no one caring or seeing how far I’ve come along
Im tired of all the constant pain I feel deep inside my head
I’m tired of trying to be good
So I guess I’ll be the bad guy instead
My energy’s low so ima fill up my plugs
Light this blunt and smoke all of my pain away
I’m dying inside , my hearts going numb
And it feels like it won’t go away
I feel so alone, so I take this razor , slit my wrist
And hope I bleed out through all my veins
Every step that I take feels like a leap of faith
So I’m calling out god , help me to change my ways
Im Tried of people coming up to me
Assuming in doing something wrong
I’m tired of no one caring or seeing how far I’ve come along
Im tired of all the constant pain I feel deep inside my head
I’m tired of trying to be good
So I guess I’ll be the bad guy instead
Im Tried of people coming up to me
Assuming in doing something wrong
I’m tired of no one caring or seeing how far I’ve come along
Im tired of all the constant pain I feel deep inside my head
I’m tired of trying to be good
So I guess I’ll be the bad guy instead
