CLOSURE

When I was down bad, nobody gave me closure

Fucking hate the way you only call me when you ain't sober

Knowing damn well that one day my life be over

Why the fuck you call me then give me the cold shoulder?

When I was down bad, nobody gave me closure

Fucking hate the way you only call me when you ain't sober

Knowing damn well that one day we'll get older

Why the fuck you text me and try not to get closer?

 

I fucking hate your bitch ass, and that's a fact

The day I found you was in the goddamn past

You done left an impact, and my heart barely intact

I hate the way we attract, kinda feelin' like I'm trapped

Always gotta stay strapped, my facade never gon' crack

I ain't ever gon' react, I'm not good with physical contact

Shut the fuck up or get attacked, you can go and drop the act

I know damn well your jocks be jacked

But I don't give a fuck, never did to be exact

I just want all that cash, and nobody really had my back

I should've known that this would've been a wrap

And I fucking hate the fact you laughed

Broken-hearted, always backstabbed, yeah

I tried my hardest, made you shit in Arts 'n' Crafts, yeah

I tried my best not to fucking get attached, yeah

Always act detached, yeah, guess I'm an outcast, yeah

You moved on so fast, so fast, yeah

Broke my heart, and had a blast, a blast, yeah

I'ma go ahead and live my life on a raft, yeah

I don't give a fuck no more, like, who asked?

Certainly not me, are you fucking daft?

I'ma catch a body, I'ma make my own shaft

I just can't go to parties 'cause they way too packed

My ADHD and Autism got you feelin' bad

Feeling like one day I won't be able to adapt

You hate me, and I hate you, let's keep it at that

Who the fuck you talkin' to with that crap?

You always cap, bitch, what happened to what we had?

Can we ever get back what we used to have?

And now I'm sad, like where you at? I need you real ASAP

I fell into your trap, it almost made me snap

But I've snapped, and it's bad, I need the key, need to map

Your heart, bitch, I got no time to fucking chat

Huh, huh, why the fuck you gettin' a new tat?

You love them tattoos, babygirl, guess I should be glad

I don't care no more, I just wanna take a nap

I fucked up, yeah, and I cannot fill the gap

I guess I'm reduced to nothing but scraps

Hate the way our conversations are so dry 'n' flat

Fucked up, bitch, I know with these bars I spat

That you ain't comin' back, I been runnin' laps

'Round yo' house, bitch, bless your trap

Know damn well my heart be cut in half

Need an autograph, get me some decaf, yeah, we short on staff

These hoes don't have what I have, this the aftermath

I'ma go and smoke my gas, your laugh shatters glass

And bitch, that's a pass or smash, huh-uh

I just want that cash, bang my head 'gainst the wall, watch it fucking smack

'Gainst the wall, yeah, I'ma take a bath

In yo' blood, nowadays, hoes say I should touch grass

I've been fucking up, ain't focusin' in class

Still thinkin' 'bout you, can you shake that ass?

I need you bad, even if we clash and fight, put my foot on the gas

I know that you done with me, you'd rather be turned to ash

Than admit you love me, tryna go surpass

My enemies, we ain't too friendly, my heart made outta brass

 

When I was down bad, nobody gave me closure

Fucking hate the way you only call me when you ain't sober

Knowing damn well that one day my life be over

Why the fuck you call me then give me the cold shoulder?

When I was down bad, nobody gave me closure

Fucking hate the way you only call me when you ain't sober

Knowing damn well that one day we'll get older

Why the fuck you text me and try not to get closer?

 

As time gon' pass, what can we do in the meantime?

Bitch, it don't really feel right, knowing what the deal's like

You act like I'm the bad guy, to be honest, that's a fat lie

She look at me wit' a black eye

I didn't mean to hurt you, I was just havin' a bad time

Hurt you so bad 'cause I had a bad mind

Take my anger out on you livin' this sad life

I had some bad days but I'm comin' back like

A boomerang, bitches say I'm trash, why?

I don't even care no more 'bout that guy

I just wanna fuck around and live life really fast like

A fucking Nascar, these hoes jaguar, fuck with us, we take yo' dad's life

Gang-bangin' hoes in my pastime, bitch, I hold onto you like a lifeline

Saw my mama die by them sidelines

If I could go back and change this timeline

I would, bitch, I'm on the skylines

Hoes think she Einstein, I do this for a lifetime

She talking shit, but it's nighttime

Guess nowadays it's primetime, she ain't ever hit up my line

She fucked up, we walkin' in a tight line

On a tightrope, my heart be knifelike

These motherfuckers always wastin' my time

I done this too many times, I'm gettin' by fine

But she fucked me up like 5 times

Maybe make that around 9 times

I've spent 5 nights in the gutter, fuck the guidelines

These hoes talk shit, they'll be dead by 9

And you wanna lie, lie, I need me some ice wine

Shut the fuck up motherfucker, go to Five Guys

These hoes recite lines, I'ma let the light shine

Don't talk back to me, and there's a fine line

Between love 'n' lust, fuck us up, ever since my daddy's wife died

I been suicidal, wantin' to end my life

But I pushed through it, it's fucking slime time

Boy, why you lying? I want my life to be life-like

I haven't felt alive, why? 'Cause I cannot see the bright light

Been stuck in the darkness since I've been five, but I'm fine

Am I fine? Prolly not, I love the nightlife

I gotta turn on my night light, you know how time flies

These hoes wanna be in the limelight, fucked up, you can't reach my heights

I did the deed, and my rhymes fine, you can't rhyme like

(Me) Me, so don't try, try, I want a high-five

'Cause I'm fucked up in my mind, brought a gun to a knife fight

Pussy, here's a highlight, boy, I'm like Twilight

But in hindsight, these hoes tryna take away my rights

Hell no, velcro, yellow diamonds in my eyes

Fuck off, huh

 

When I was down bad, nobody gave me closure

Fucking hate the way you only call me when you ain't sober

Knowing damn well that one day my life be over

Why the fuck you call me then give me the cold shoulder?

When I was down bad, nobody gave me closure

Fucking hate the way you only call me when you ain't sober

Knowing damn well that one day we'll get older

Why the fuck you text me and try not to get closer?