Morphine

I need morphine to snooze these notions morbid

organically makin the head orbit , my headspace is a space head

brain rages in torment , I got sick and tore pages

the core jus forfeits but I seek more splifs to get less invasive

writing helps but throat is aching

and I'm contemplating , every thought is racing

Im intoxicated like Im lost in haven and the evils baiting

disasters waiting like a drastic failure

like it read my fate when i was masturbating

I'm a blast the chambers , grab my penis and start procrastinating

knowing this shit won't last I asked for mayhem

now this frame is a plastic name I won't last a day

in this world which cooks

and package wraps your ass in a casket

a slab with a name , a slap on the face

look a junkie doing crack on my grave

im that junkie and that grave is my walking corpse

I killed my real self back in the days

fat version of snake jailbird

practically comin in n out from mental rage

Its pent up rage , such vengeful taste my pen can't sage

if i can't express...there is no revenge to take

and i should state , the fact I don't hate ..

there's no-one to blame

its life at play showin its priceless

finding worth is the real prize in this crisis

some of us , we're born crazy and we didn't a fuck about the prospect of life

just smoke and prosper , act like poets and philosophers who can't process what's got to them

these fish laugh when I vent just to process the hurt

a minor hook and your grabbed n slammed to it , all it took

breathe the same air as you do and fall in truth and break

like porcelain dolls in a sorcerer's home

pour some lean this torso is scorching and screaming

it corks the meaning when your barely succeeding

I'm not forcing schemes , this mind is squeezed in a war machine

over looked but never over seen

and more reasons to go obscene in clover league

release and spill ovaries

distorted means to feel hope when your motions freeze

some coke to free emotions explosively

choke the beat to release oceans