PAIN FREESTYLE

Verse Lyrics

Smoking blunt after blunt, I'm higher than a kite

I been running from my pain,

Thoughts eat me up at night

I been tryna do what's right and leave my past behind

I'm searcing for some peace I can never seem to find

Feels like I lost my mind

I might just snort a line to cope with my depression

If earth is a school. then i'm failing every lesson

I'm always fucking stressing

Life is bittersweet, but they say life is a blessing

I cannot fucking tell

My life is fucking hell

My mind is screwed up,

feels like I'm trapped inside a cell with no way to escape

Been thinking bout the past, My mind runs like a tape

My soul is outta shape

I'm off the right track

It's hard for me to trust with these knives in my back

Confidence is what I lack, Sometimes I feel worthless

A life full of pain, Lord, please, what's my purpose?

I'm dying on the inside while smiling on the surface

Steady losing hope

I'm always smoking dope

It's my main way to cope when the world is on my shoulder

I'm never fully sober

Life is too short, I cannot wait until it's over

How much time do I got left?

I'm so ready for my last breathe

This world broke me to my core

I been through so much pain

My heart is fucking sore

I'm scared for my fate, I don't know what's in store but I hope I find my way

My soul been led astray

All I know is pain, My life is full of grey

Disconnected from God, Maybe I need to pray

See I got a heavy heart, there's so much I need to say

I joke and I play when really I am broken

I'm used to being quiet so it's hard for me to open

I'm drowning in emotion

Drowning in misery

I met a new girl, I'm surprised that she's into me

My confidence is low

I'm lost in this life, I don't know which way to go

Just want the pain to stop

But I really wanna grow

I really wanna make it

Life is too harsh I'm not sure if I can take it