No Light, Still Walking
• Written by Beel_the_Punk
Beel_the_Punk's Notes
this song is a metaphorical way to express my depression and apathy towards everything
//[Intro]
Well, you've probably been wondering where I've been
Let me tell ya
//[Verse 1]
Deep down, there's been this darkness in me
I thought I would keep it a secret, no telling my family
Little did I know, that would be the worst remedy
In the darkest depths, I always feel lonely
I hate to admit it, but I needed some help
The darkness inside made me want to melt
I need to get, it needs to be dealt
It's bursting out and makes me want to yelp
//[Chorus]
Save me from the darkness of my mind
If you're there, please give me a sign
There's a million tons of pressure on my spine
No light, yet I'm still walking
No light, yet I'm still walking
//[Post-Chorus]
My mind is a labyrinth in the game of virtues
Shadows of my past wear funeral church shoes
I hold my breath while memory submerges
Drowned in silence, where the dark resurges
//[Verse 2]
The light creeps in and leads me to the correct way
But the darkness comes back and tries to lead me astray
I'm calling out for something, please, just anything
My conscious bursts out and my soul is leaving
I believe only one thing can save me now
The next thing I know, there's a gun in my hands, how?
I load it up and try to pull the trigger
I stop, before I become my own killer
//[Chorus]
Save me from the darkness of my mind
If you're there, please give me a sign
There's a million tons of pressure on my spine
No light, yet I'm still walking
No light, yet I'm still walking
//[Post-Chorus]
My mind is a labyrinth in the game of virtues
Shadows of my past wear funeral church shoes
I hold my breath while memory submerges
Drowned in silence, where the dark resurges
//[Verse 3]
The light emerges once again, I feel free
I look back and think that I went crazy
The darkness is still weighing down on me
I feel more full, but still a bit empty
I decide that enough is enough
I really need to get help, I ain't telling no bluffs
Hear it from me, I know life sometimes sucks
But, please, go get some help, before it eats at your guts
