Childhood Emotions

They say what I do is bad but what’s bad is not having a dad is the bad part

As a big brother I had to be the father figure my siblings never had

Hopefully I made them glad trying my hardest but the mistakes are like a pad

They soak in everything in till its done with,

I don’t want to go in the trash im nobody to be toyed with,

its like a trigger wants you hit the button it all goes bang

Im just saying why mess with a person that’s not playing

Every time you come back you just leave on drugs

Sometimes me watching bring you to jail when I was younger I just wanted a hug

But fuck you if they more important than your children that’s all you

shit like that makes a bad role model ohh wait that’s you

growing up whitout a father kinda messed up my mind

I used to wonder some days was it me was I the reason he left us behind

but no now me thinking why would I think that

that nigga has jail records for days so when he near the cops might be to so stay back

your not here cause my momma won’t lay with you is crazy

a nigga that sure doesn’t care about there kids is wining to have another baby

but maybe he’s mental and maybes he sped but there is something messed up in his head

so you stay away from us as far as you can

cause if I see your best luck is to run like the gingerbread man

or you gonna be a body on the street

I’m talking bout cut off your head and cut off feet

siah’s done and there’s nothing to compete just don’t make me catch a case in these streets.