smile again (ft. Matt Emerson)
• Written by LyricalX
Chorus (Me):
Put it all on the line
Just to see you smile again
I'd walk a mile again
Just to see you smile again
Why won't you smile?
I've walked for hours
I've walked for hours
Just to see you smile again
Verse 1 (Matt Emerson):
I know we've been through shit we both did not want to go through
Gave you all I had and saw the tears flow through
My eyes (yeah, yeah, my eyes, yeah, yeah)
My eyes (yeah, yeah, my eyes, yeah, yeah)
I don't wanna die yet, please don't let me go
Feeling suicidal, and it's not for show
I gave you my heart and I watched it grow
'Til you grew older and let me go, oh
The pain has broke through and we both knew
That one day we'd end up separated, oh, how that was so true
Knowing I'll die, but that's both true
You were on my mind, I have no one to go to
Used to loathe you, gave my hoodie to cloak you
Fucking hate myself, and I hate that I know you
If I could go back and show you, that's so you, yeah
We've been playing these games like Sudoku
I can't go back and you know who, know who
And I, I know you hate my ass and those two
But I know it's bad, I just want to choke you
Make you realize how bad it's gotten
You're the only girl I'd propose to
My eyes (yeah, yeah, my eyes, yeah, yeah)
My time (yeah, yeah, my time, yeah, yeah)
You left no room, and I suppose you
(Hate me, yeah, you hate me)
Understandable, yet I'm prone to broken feelings and hearts and jokes, too
'Cause we'd joke about everything we saw, 'til it broke you
And I went too far with a joke, but that's what jokes do
Went to the O2, you really have no proof
You want to turn around and say I hurt you in your own room
But I didn't (oh, oh, I didn't, oh, oh)
I guess I owe you, you were my go-to
Feeling like I owned you, that was wrong, I admit, but I've known you
For so long now (for so long now, for so long now, for so long now)
For so long now, yeah
We'd have childish arguments like, "No, you"
Make some tofu, there really is no truth
I'd coach you, I coached you, now these people wanna poach you
Yeah, I know (I know, I know, I know, I know)
Showroom, all the songs I wrote to
You, wrote to you, wrote to you, wrote to you
And we both use (drugs, substances), opposed to
That PCP, we walked to class together, we were in the same homeroom
Now it's all fucking gone, and I have no view
Of your pretty face (of your pretty face, yeah)
Of your pretty face (ooh, of your pretty face, yeah)
Saw them approach you, tried to take your new snowshoes
That I got you, that I got you, yeah-yeah
The walls would enclose you, I need some home brew
It has its own use, felt so below you
Yeah, you know I know you, hmm, I devote to
Your time (your time, your time, your time)
I don't wanna let you go
I just wanna let you know, yeah
Chorus (Me):
Put it all on the line
Just to see you smile again
I'd walk a mile again
Just to see you smile again
Why won't you smile?
I've walked for hours
I've walked for hours
Just to see you smile again
Verse 2 (Me):
'Cause bitches tried to overthrow you, fuck 'em all, I'ma mind-blow you
I mind-blown you but now them cowards tryna tell you
That I'm only using you for cash, well cash my ass
'Cause bitches talkin' smack and talkin' cap
'Bout our relationship sayin' it's a situationship
When it ain't that shit, it ain't that bad
To face the facts and face the math and face 'em fast
'Cause motherfuckers tryna take my ass
And cash my ass for the fake ass cash
Fuck with me and I'll take that back
I won't take it back, give 'em heart attacks
Put 'em in cardiac, hypochondriac, bitches hardly at
My fucking level, I'm a fucking devil, where the party at?
I brought some party hacks, I just need Marty's cash
'Cause bitches party bad, fuck your sorry ass
'Cause I just wanna have things I hardly had or hardly have
I wanna have the shit the army has, blow you up and let out a hearty laugh
Bitches cookin' with us, cookin' that meth, I got my party badge
Done stole Carly's badge, I got the Mardi Gras
I darkly laugh, I got balls you can hardly catch
I got knives you can hardly grab
Fuck with us, girl, what's your zodiac?
I just wanna fuck with my party hat, Kodiak
Pontiac, and I only ask if you can get me some of that unholy ass
I got the motherfucking holy cash
Like it's holy water 'cept it's only cash, only cash
I just want some OnlyFans, but only that
I only have a couple of dollars, not what Rosie has
Takin' some aphrodisiac, dionysiac, then Tony asked
"The fuck we gonna do with the body?" It's not only that
But I killed him so bad it's hard to move his ass
No friendship, we ain't got what the Ponies have
Bitches talking shit, she then let out a throaty laugh
You so attractive, need sodium, hoes in the podium
Fuck 'em all, have a threesome, got Chromium
Napoleon, 'cause hoes draconian, uh-huh, uh-huh
Boy, I need a antibiotic, something really exotic
I been smokin' chronic, that shit, she so toxic
She so demonic but I love you, I love you, I cannot stop this
And I would stop him, woulda shot him
But you told me not to, I fucking lost you
But it'll fucking cost you
Sorry that I done crossed you, yeah
Chorus (Me):
Put it all on the line
Just to see you smile again
I'd walk a mile again
Just to see you smile again
Why won't you smile?
I've walked for hours
I've walked for hours
Just to see you smile again
Outro (Matt Emerson):
Broke my heart (you broke my heart)
Now we apart (yeah, we apart)
You're my whole life (you're my whole life)
Can you be my wife? (Can you be my wife?)
Or no? I really need you
But you don't want me, no, no, no
It's raining, storming, thundering
But you're by my side, no blundering
Even when I cry and start suffering
You're always by my side and never keep me wondering
Where you at?
Where you at?
Where you at?
Where you at?
Yeah, yes, where you at?
Where you at?
Where you at?
Yeah, where you at?
