Change of Address

been running around here, seeing the neighborhood, thought it was a good idea to look, see if i should

everyone got a purpose, a dream, a drive, while im writing songs, all the others live to thrive

writing since the pandemic, been all i talk about. the main idea, the only topic

i was asked before why i decided not to record, i said i could only do what i do now, it's all i can really afford

same thing why i don't speak to others like i did before, it felt so forced and felt like a chore, all the same shit in the group chat, quickly became a bore

diddy's trial, chris arrest, the chi season five, that's all for the best, weddings and new marriage, i need to jump off this shitty sinking ship

speaking of relationships, i trashed a new couple and it harmed my conscience, had the devil wonder in my spiriti, he spit on all the good inside of it

closed my eyes to do a deep reflection, been in the same place, like ross and rachel always on a break, had to get out of that car ride before my whole foundation shake

got an alert from google photos and it's all old pictures of me, i felt so sad and broken, all because i knew it was free and i knew all along that was no longer who im used to seeing

called my realtor and begged her to find me a new home, i outgrew this one and i went into the unknown

wrapped the ole microphone, told all the people fuck you and leave me alone, my heart really turned to stone it really shows how much i've grown

filled out applications after applications, while i was waiting, doing my calculus homework and pounding on head on those hard-ass fractions

it felt like martians entered the chat, could not block or report them, they had good arguments and did not counteract

for those not into this, forget the critics and i had to persist i treat this like a journey entry, so if you wondering what the fuck happened to me

one day i got a response and toured the entire building, imagining the life i wanted and creating, i was totally in love with everything

said yes on the final forms, gave up who i was and went again the norms, made a plan for what i need moving forward

i knew what people would say and went anyway, if they my real niggas they would always stay, besides all outside factors considered

 

every time someone walks around my old block tryna find me, ive swept all my belongings and said fuck you to society

some new nigga saw the house, wanted to put the first deposit, ride bikes for a while, pop a wheelie, plug a socket

been placed on lists lower than my peers, when the newbies don't respect the shit i do, it is the form of my greatest fears

the old friends became the new enemies, stole all the love in my heart, the new category is felonies

all day they ask me why i bother to leave, well i do got other tricks deep in my motherfuckin sleeve

like sleevemore, raven's home, i see in my visions what i've already known, i had to fuck the coffee in order to grow

i heard it stunts growth, the vision foreshadows, the next wave in my life is the destination, a pack of tornadoes

unexpected, realistic, brutal truths to face, how will the world go on, need new movies, casting calls to find my replace

ditched the scratchpad and gave the lines a spin, wrote in thirty minutes, the lesser two min, if they all like, shit at this rate i'll never win

peppa's new girl evie covered all outlets, while the world and the others are on the offense

chance the rapper played out, alex warren on the charts, people say fuck commitment and ditch the goods and the arts

i tried every therapeutic method, from yoga and tea, actually got me cravin peanuts and doechii's anxiety

blasting with an ie (way up) preach the word, no need for an introduction, you already heard

made a mark, made an impact, the albums proved to be a smash, then the new artists take over and turn the legacy into ash

why try to keep things going, no one give a fuck no more, the factory workers strike and fight, all left to do right, that's why i left earlier in the deepest of the night

they messed up my name, cursive and alphabet, became a target, one of those talk show subjects

for those who do care, please take a bow, the shits who are new, take a seat and lets order round

 

took a paper plate and grabbed a fresh cup of lemonade, now they tellin me to get a glass one and clean it was cascade

is this how the new world behave, no grace, lots of shade, for every motion i calculate, manipulate, deescalate, and disorganize

the beauty behind the dented and framed face, that is the prize, all the niggas are fake as fuck, missin all the ogs who used to buck

now we lettin people walk all over us, seriously good luck, the culture is lost and in the trash, now the money is tight, too contained for a splash

can't take a dip in my savings, all those damn pregnants women stealin food, the hormones make the cravings

why the fuck half the population short n sweet, which i could say the latter, repeat and then feat, no progress is sadder

eminem won best hiphop at the american music awards, hasn't put a lot of shit out, everyone samples just to claim and keep the clout

the powerful is difficult to define, all these damn demons, yall are tornin up the planned storyline

lord jesus christ is the one in charge, prayed to him please, make sure your faith is enlarge

listened on repeat kirk franklin, suddenly the world wants me quiet, use ozempic to get thin

the hell, nah man im high and heavy, no misdirection im takin over, college is a waste of time im goin to the military

gemini at an all time low, not talkin bout the zodiac, artificial intelligence is literal insomniac, so many softees can't even take feedback

spoke on an facebook live, praising the practice of astrology, then yall make rude-ass comments, we owe each other an apology

see people don't mean half the shit they say, like jojo straight up said she gay, then here she comes and swings the other way

i thought yall liked folks with me, a color of the rainbow, it's giving you stole a piece a art and spit in the face of picasso

never felt such dishonor from the actual niggas who used to bow to me, now you all do your own stuff, yall never fully deliver

feels flat and out of place, like a pancake with no flavor, is a full on recipe for disaster

i was about to follow more and get in touch, yet we don't encourage and always hold a grudge

that's why im really done with yall, i gotta go and find my peace, full of stress and wasted energy, damaging arteries and full of diabetes

now i do wonder sometimes if i did stay, but then id never find where im supposed to be and where is the passageway

the vibe is michael being a snowplow, clearing a path for me to cross, fuck bein a team, if you ain't comin with it it's quite a loss

went to the post office, took a swing and a miss, made sure my request was loud and enormous, watched them in they desks, best wishes to the presidents of these little pests

 

pack my bags and clean off all my contacts

posting my update on instagram and snapchat, not giving a fuck if i don't get a react

took a shower with a new shampoo, said goodbye to all my new friends and everyone i ever knew

for the last couple months, i've been trying to find a new place to live, found an apartment, people couldn't keep those months shut, they couldn't be silent

i don't trust people, like certain foods i lost the taste, can't find hope in the new human race

prayed to god and see what i could do, he told me it's time to leave and let them see, since most of the time they never believe

turned in my key, wiped my memory, burned down my existence entirely,

go to the dump and throw out the mess, told my family i had enough and went for a change of address