Not really a rap

It’s been awhile so much has changed,

don’t know where to go I’m estranged,

Don’t know where I went wrong,

sit in my room alone,

I Smoke straight to the dome,

I don’t know how to cope,

Looking forward but there’s no hope,

I already went down the slope,

Ain’t no hope I already know,

But I don’t know where to go,

don’t know about tomorrow,

 

Been downhill since seventeen,

No money low self esteem,

Had no chance to chase my dream,

in a dead end job no team,

It’s just me

 

I Come home to nobody but the walls,

I think I’m delusional cause they talk,

But its just me

 

I thought I was set I thought I was good

I thought it was better I thought we were good,

But it’s just me again

 

I do these things to stop the thoughts

I guess I wasn’t cut from the cloth

But it’s always been me