Life and pain

Used to think about the times I didn't wanna be alive I didn't know who I was

Hated the person I saw mirror and I hated that I needed to keep using the rocks

I was thirteen and heavily addicted to ecstasy and crack and I was full of pain

Doing drugs and committing crimes was the only thing that kept me sane

Got used to guns when I was six and learned how to shoot when I was seven

Then one day I had enough of that life and decided that I should go to heaven

Tried to kill myself and then my friend took me to the ER and got my stomach pumped

I couldn't understand life and all I understood was pain I noticed I was stumped

All I said was "FUCK MY LIFE" I did realize until now I'm important