Demons in my head

I can’t… I can’t… I can’t put my demons to rest there in my head telling me I won’t make it god I hope I make it these pills I might just take them I won’t waste them until I’m wasted on the floor screaming in pain shit I’m in pain can’t stop can’t get the Demons away trust issues I’m not okay trying to find help but the demons are telling me I’m okay so I’m just gonna stay stay in my head…