Closing Doors

 

As I'm finishing this chapter, 'n envisioning new matter

As I'm finishing this chapter, 'n revisiting the matters

As I'm finishing this chapter, tryna find myself a ladder

Tryna fix up mirrors shattered, as I'm finishing this chapter

As I'm finishing this chapter, tryna fix the mirrors shattered

If I broke up heaven's ladders, sorry lessons learnt 'n plastered

Prolly finding out it mattered, only finally I can answer

As I'm finishing this chapter, tryna reconnect 'n gather

 

 

Tryna recollect 'n give, hand a gift for all he give, tryna get respect to give

Gift of giving a holy gift, only gave the land of gifted, hate despite of all it's gifted

Given circumstances struggling with all my faith, faith in man 'n faith in God

Craving thots my thoughts at odds, masses seeing it at large, troubling

'N constantly bubbling, oddity that's doubling, meanings seen of suffering

Hope I've displayed something of substance, nothing to convince

 

 

 

Running from the negligence, hustling for intelligence, tryna leave this sinful lifestyle

Grab a pistol or be lyrical, freestyle or be physical, 'cause in school I give no fucks

Disliked by teachers 'n a bunch, of the preachers that can judge?

Sorry I'm still questioning, need to read book Genesis, reflect on my arrogance

Greed 'n fate of reckoning, reckon will still deflect signs, filled with pride

Will the grace 'n guilt inside, allow him to show me mercy, around sin 'n give me courtesy

Currently uncertainty, living rent free in my mind, purpose lacking 'n just lazy

Not hard working a bit crazy, sinning yet he seeking safety, lately it's been rainy

Maybe he gave up on me, maybe he gave upon me, meaning yet I lost it see

Hazy days of song 'n cause, all along I'm wrong at fault, costing self 'n just a pawn

To the evilest of false-

 

 

 

As I'm finishing this chapter, 'n envisioning new matter

As I'm finishing this chapter, 'n revisiting the rapper

As I'm finishing this chapter, tryna find him up a ladder

Tryna fix up mirrors shattered, as I'm finishing this chapter

As I'm finishing this chapter, tryna fix the mirrors shattered

If he spoke on evils ladders, all the lessons learnt be faster

 

 

As I'm finishing this chapter, leaving purgatory mastered

As I'm finishing the ladder, all the steps I climbed had mattered

As I'm visiting the past, pastor stare at me relapsed

Finished with myself on that, as I'm finishing this chapter

Visit me a brand new rapper, as I'm finishing this chapter

As I'm finishing this, as the vision sin give, as my mission 'n wish

Been fulfilled I still have guilts, but I'm finished with this chapter

I am finished with this

 

 

I need your attention now

You are grieving

We're all just passing through here

For those who have put their hope and their trust in the Lord Jesus Christ

We are never alone

God promised, he'd never leave us or forsaken

We're all just passing through