music to my ears

Music to my ear you my melody

Late nights feeling sick you my remedy

I remember every moment, every memory

Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy

Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly

Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy

But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies

Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all the chemistry, yeah

 

Whatever happened to together 'til we 70

We moved apart girl now we living separately

I remember you, can't you remember me

Loving you my specialty, you my secret recipe

You helped me find my self, a part of my identity

My love, my oxygen to me you a necessity

I hope this reaches you if not its my serenity

Bars on my mind like I'm convicted for a felony

And ah, that was a hard time

Its been a while since we talked its been a long time

I been on my phone, checking if you online

Stalking up your page, wonder if you're on mine

Been a couple years, thought that I'd be over you

Still hold the tears, when I think of holding you

You left and disappeared, I can't get a hold of you

I can't believe you did me wrong, was someone else controlling you?

 

'Cause after all the times, everything we been through

Every time you lie, I'd always defend you

And when I saw you cry, I'd just hold you gentle

For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple

 

So tell me did you love me? Or did you pretend to?

Every time you touched me, was it even special?

Was I a priority? Or squeezed into schedule

Baby you an angel same time you the devil

 

After all the times, everything we been through

Every time you lie, I'd always defend you

When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle

For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah

 

Music to my ear you my melody

Late nights feeling sick you my remedy

I remember every moment, every memory

Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy

Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly

Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy

But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies

Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah

 

I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past

Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast

And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain

I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain

And it's running through my veins

And I feel I can't escape

And even when I try to overcome all of the hate

It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate

And my heart begins to Shake

And my heart begins to frail

No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail

Before I even started, I already knew failed

And in case you couldn't tell

My life is on a Sail

And it just stared sinking

Do I revert to drinking

Or do I revert to prayer

Cuz even though I pray

my life's still in despair

Man this life really ain't fair

But you don't really care

Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought

Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out

I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless

I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous

I just keep feeling more empty at heart

My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart

Yea, Do you know that feeling?

When you know you need some healing

But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin

And you know you can't escape it

And you know you can't erase it

So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it

You know you can't erase all of the things you've said

And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head

And you laying in yo bed

Create a list of your regrets

Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met

And you feel like life is set

Yea, you can't get past the struggle

So you lock up In this bubble

Don't got nobody to cuddle

Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble

So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line

When she don't even know if she's just wasting time

 

After all the times, everything we been through

Every time you lie, I'd always defend you

When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle

For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah

Music to my ear you my melody

Late nights feeling sick you my remedy

I remember every moment, every memory

Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy

Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly

Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy

But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies

Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah