Lust
• Written by inonowanna123
inonowanna123's Notes
One of my actual... real life addictions as what I'd state it as
This song means a lot if you dissect every line and phrase
It took me a lot to even think about posting it
But I hope it's good enough
It matters more about the emotion and flow
Of this song then it does the rhyme
//Intro//
Oh God, help me now
I feel my lust addiction takes the crown
I feel I’m falling down
Way down, oh
//Verse 1//
Oh God can you help me now
I feel somehow, I dig deeper in my own trust grave
I have demons I’m tryna slay
I’m tryna pave the way for a better life
In the end I feel as I commit suicide
Stuck in my mind all the time
Can you help me? I try every night
But it lures me in
But it never cures my sense
And nobody reassures my safety
Just been sad lately
Nothing now know I’m lonely and without my baby
Damn dawg she was my lady
Always get the best of me, maybe
Usually I get out of my bed, look at the clock and my head
There’s a hole in it where the led dropped me dead
//Chorus//
Oh God, help me now
I feel my lust addiction takes the crown
I feel I’m falling down
I can’t let myself drown
Not even in the Lean, not saving my spleen
I have this addiction way before thirteen
I’ll try to stop it way before seventeen
Just for my queen, yeah yeah
Oh God, help me now
I feel my lust addiction takes the crown
I feel I’m falling down
I can’t let myself drown
Not even in the Lean, not saving my spleen
I have this addiction way before thirteen
I’ll try to stop it way before seventeen
Just for my queen, yeah yeah
//Verse 2//
Yep, shatter my life into bits and pieces
My lust feels seasick
In the end I get a Dopamine rush
Most times it’s not even enough
After that I drink a whole bottle, it’s crushing my receptors
I can’t hold back, never should’ve left her
Am I obsessed, sure, I’m always this stressed
It’s hard to even get dressed
I’m always depressed I can’t help but look at the rest
That’ve been so blessed
I could never keep this to myself get it off my chest
Me and my depression are one and itself
It’s bad for my health
What do you think about yourself?
I told him I can’t get rest
Staying up past midnight tryna be like the best
Think of it like a parasite
That’s never happy until it’s satisfied
It truly is my Kryptonite
I’m always unsatisfied and misidentified
You don’t know nothing about me
I’m always suffering and crushing things in my drink
It’s hard to speak, when I’m lusting on things I know I’m not supposed to
I thought I already told you
//Bridge//
I can’t help but always fall back
I know all that, no matter how hard I try
I end up asking why
Just can’t I die
Why’d you have to lie and make me cry
//Chorus//
Oh God, help me now
I feel my lust addiction takes the crown
I feel I’m falling down
I can’t let myself drown
Not even in the Lean, not saving my spleen
I have this addiction way before thirteen
I’ll try to stop it way before seventeen
Just for my queen, yeah yeah
Oh God, help me now
I feel my lust addiction takes the crown
I feel I’m falling down
I can’t let myself drown
Not even in the Lean, not saving my spleen
I have this addiction way before thirteen
I’ll try to stop it way before seventeen
Just for my queen, yeah yeah
