Grieve

When I was nine, standing in line, looking like Frankenstein

Fortified mind, plotting a crime, this is my time to shine

Started my climb, killed a swine, you'll never hear me whine

A harrowing mind, doing my time, this is for all my crime

 

Quite unhinged, not your average motherfucker

Like an astronaut, drifting further, never suffer

Another snitch slithered out through the blunder

Going in hot that's just me, I'm undercover

 

Solo mission, no permission, no participation

Phantom voices, deadly choices, deep hallucination

No regrets, no remorse, fuck your exoneration

Judged by many, feared by most, fuck this incarceration

 

I see your eyes, I see them light, its just like Christmas Eve

They may shine, but they never shine for me, please

Deep inside, they hide the grief, turn over a new leaf

The silent night still sings a song of never-ending screams

 

Fuck this pain, its stuck inside, its up my sleeve

Fuck this pain, it's in my chest, its hard to breathe

Fuck this pain, I scream aloud, but no one sees

Fuck this pain, it never leaves, just give me grief

 

Lost in the dark, no light to see

Tears don’t fall, but they drown in me

Whispers call, but I can’t believe

Tell me, who gonna grieve for me

Heart so numb, I can’t feel the pain

Echoes dances inside my brain

Laid to rest, but I can’t leave

Tell me, who's gonna grieve for me

Tell me, who's gonna grieve for me

 

Cry for me? Nah, let the wounds just bleed

Ain’t no peace for you on this dream only ghosts to grieve

Shadows talk, but they ain't got nothin’ to teach

Buried deep, my name cuts like a beast

Left in the cold, where the lost souls breathe

Prayers don’t reach where the demons feed.

 

My heart turned stone, no love to receive

Won't even believe your apologies

Lost myself to your tendencies

Coughing up lies like remedies

Left me cold with no guarantees

Drowned in all your hypocrisies

Now I fade like the autumn leaves

Don't shed no tear, just let me grieve

 

Cold blooded, moving like an animal

Soul corrupted, heart is so mechanical

Interrupted, thoughts became irrational

Lock and loaded, trigger feels so natural.

 

Raised by wolves, no pack, had to stand alone

Fangs came out, learned young how to hold my own

Never flinch when the night gets rough

Took my scars, wore ‘em proud, now I call that love

Left ‘em all, no remorse, let the bridges burn

Now they watch from the dark, but I won’t return

 

Fuck this pain, it had its fun, now I feel blank

Fuck this pain, it bled me dry, my heart just sank

Fuck this pain, no screams to give, no voice to speak

Fuck this pain, I feel no more, I’m obsolete

 

Lost in the dark, no light to see

Tears don’t fall, but they drown in me

Whispers call, but I can’t believe

Tell me, who gonna grieve for me

Heart so numb, I can’t feel the pain

Echoes dances inside my brain

Laid to rest, but I can’t leave

Tell me, who's gonna grieve for me

Tell me, who's gonna grieve for me

Tell me, who's gonna grieve for me