Candle Light

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in the candle light at night i stare at the light in the dark at midnight try to invite

 

spirits in the night while the light shines bright on the candle light sorta looking

 

white alright now i feel like i am about to get a fright so i just sit in my chair

 

and try to be really still and aware like i am about to do a prayer trying not to

 

swear or prepare to get a scare when they start to stare at me my hair stands

 

up really high i get goose bumps on my hands and forearms my heart starts

 

beat faster racing like a disaster feeling like its about to shatter so i call the

 

master then i start to gather up to the next chapter even quite faster like i am

 

my own pastor in his own battle with his thoughts about to walk to the book

 

of Enoch to talk to Moses because i don't want to be homeless or soulless

 

because then everything is hopeless so i start to focus because this shit is

 

bogus life is your own wildlife you strive to live another day like yesterday every

 

day today no play happy birth day DJ anyway everyday same thing different day

 

everything's grey same things over over stuck in a loop about to flip the coupe

 

while i am watching YouTube eating some soup be like beep beep boop