Nightmare

Brother dead, tied to my bed

All so crazy, I'm all in my head

Tears on my pillow, I see all red

I just wanna know, when does it end? Yeah

 

Dad kicks the dog, seeing pain in his eyes

I wanted it to stop, but it took me by surprise

I was too young, and scared of his size

Couldn´t fucking help, and I lived in the lies

Cause

 

I lived in a nightmare

I cant wait to get the hell out of here

My mind is so unclear

Cause I lived in a nightmare

 

Yeah

Mom breaks down, I dont wanna be around

I have to help her to stay on the ground

I close my ears, I dont wanna hear the sound

Cause this aint a home, its a fucking battleground

 

Fighting is what we do, a lie aint a true

I'm looking from the outside, seeing the broken view

Going downstairs, all I see is you two

Yelling all the time, did you know what I was getting myself in through? Huh

Yeah, I wanna know, cause this aint right, and I hope you know

I'm thinking all the time, now I'm ready to show

Writing these raps, cause I want to let you go, yeah

 

I lived in a nightmare

I cant wait to get the hell out of here

My mind is so unclear

Cause i lived in a nightmare

 

Yeah, I'm grown now and I'm finally free

I'm going on stage, they are calling me Miss P

You can talk all you want, but you might see

Me on the big screen, I turned myself into a machine

Cause I worked so hard to become a queen