Lost Once Again Ft. _Auto_

Just walking through another lane

High as fuck I don't know my name

Waiting to see all the lames, scared and coldfaced, walking away

Wallowing in shame, take notes cause I ain't throwing it all to grey

I see colors in my pen, getting lost once again, by the end, I confront them,

 

Light another joint, let me put my phone on flight mode,

High above the clouds another timezone,

Smoking cat piss with models I like high fashion

Wild passion, fuckin' ain’t no time passing

Everything I do you see the live action,

Pretty bitches invite me out for dinner dates

Racin', pacin', see me live on the interstate,

Tryna keep my problems on a minimum

Whores I get rid of em, veins full of Ritalin,

Probably gods biggest sin, I need to get rid of them

Talking nonsense over the simplest things

Brain's malfunctioning until I see the pearly gates,

Psychotic disillusioning like Norman Bates

Life just ain't the same, especially when all I see is fake-

 

My mama mad at me, I know I fucked up big

My girl mad at me, I know I fucked up big

What's love? I guess I'll never understand

Every time I say sorry, I do that shit again

Check, check, check, I made a promise

That I would never leave you stressed, I made a promise

And I would never sent that text, I made a promise

And if I ever felt distant, I will be honest

 

Tell my mama it's bad karma, I just killed a man

Tell your honor he got to pardon me if I hide my hand

Fuck what you heard, this shit is revolutionary

Fuck what you heard, this is the last illusion, bury

Me with the nerve and ninety-five marksmen

So I can shoot this game until my trigger finger jam

I see red flag, I see blue flag

I pick a color, then make sure I don't give you a pass

You call it gang violence, you call it livin' mad

I called it life, but now I'm like, 'I fuckin' hate it bad'

And so we holler, 'Fuck what you heard

See, we been down for too long

Fuck what you heard, we been tired of doin' wrong

If you got the nerve to man up and kill a man

Then man up double time and shake that adversary's hand, bang

 

My mama mad at me, I know I fucked up big

My girl mad at me, I know I fucked up big

What's love? I guess I'll never understand

Every time I say sorry, I do that shit again

Check, check, check, I made a promise

That I would never leave you stressed, I made a promise

And I would never sent that text, I made a promise

And if I ever felt distant, I will be honest

 

Check my vitals, I been fightin'

Going through the day surviving without smiling,

Always too busy working on dying, but when i'm with you,

When I'm with you, you make it exciting