Zero 9:36-Chasing shadows

What's the point in hiding

I'm so disappointed I can't take control of it

Exposing it

Pushed me past the breaking point

It's something we just can't avoid, I'm over it

When the closure hits

 

In my sleep I picture me with kerosene to light this bitch up and I

See no way to contemplate a better way

 

And as I'm waiting

All of my memories are fading

I can't remember, I'm chasing

Shadows that tear me apart

Don't let 'em take me away

 

Even when I got the lights off

I can't escape from the shadows that I saw

I didn't mean to believe in em, I thought

I'd get away but the times wrong

Stuck in this cycle

Look in the mirror

I see the shit clearer behind me

Thought that I might be over this shit

But despite me

Thinking it, pain sinking in and it's likely

Over, over my shoulder

My demons

Keep sinking their teeth in

It's keeping me dreaming

Of working this shit out

It's hard to keep breathing its time that I sit down

I reach for the ceiling and burn this whole shit down

You motherfuckers better listen up

Give it up, thinking I give a fuck

I will keep chasing my past if it isn't stuck

Burning myself to the ground and I wish it luck

 

And as I'm waiting

All of my memories are fading

I can't remember, I'm chasing

Shadows that tear me apart

 

And when I see my

World crashing down I will realize

Nothing has changed and I need my

Shadows to tear me apart

 

Don't let 'em take me away