Life in hell

 

(Verse 1)

Yo, I wake up in the mornin’, feelin’ like shit,

Lookin’ in the mirror, man, I can’t handle it.

Pourin’ out that whiskey, drownin' all my fears,

Tryin' to find myself, but I just end up in tears.

 

My boys hit me up, sayin’ “What the hell, dude?

You’re lost in the bottle, man, you gotta break through.”

But I crack another beer, turn the music up loud,

Livin’ for the night, forgettin’ 'bout the crowd.

 

(Chorus)

I keep drinkin’ this beer, tryin’ to numb the pain,

Smokin’ on that weed, but it’s all in vain.

I’m losin’ myself, but I keep goin’ back,

Chasin’ these ghosts, man, it's just a damn act.

 

(Verse 2)

Feelin' like a loser, yeah, I fuckin' know,

Thought I had it all, but I’m stuck in this flow.

Grab another blunt, let it burn to the end,

Lost in the smoke, like it’s my only friend.

 

Used to have dreams, now I’m rollin' with shame,

Every night the same, it’s a fucked-up game.

Friends are just shadows, they don’t even call,

Drowning in this bottle, yeah, this shit's my fall.

 

(Chorus)

I keep drinkin’ this beer, tryin’ to numb the pain,

Smokin’ on that weed, but it’s all in vain.

I’m losin’ myself, but I keep goin’ back,

Chasin’ these ghosts, man, it's just a damn act.

 

(Bridge)

Yeah, the bottle’s my vice, got me in a choke,

Tryin’ to light it up, but I’m just blowin’ smoke.

Fuck, I used to shine, now I fade in the dark,

Wonderin' if I’ll rise or get lost in the spark.

 

(Verse 3)

Diggin’ through the past, can’t escape this curse,

Feelin’ trapped and heavy, man, it just gets worse.

Need to break these chains, but don’t know where to start,

Feelin' like a ghost, with a broken heart.

 

But there’s still a flicker, deep down in my soul,

Gonna fight this battle, man, I’m takin’ control.

Step by step, I’m done with this shit,

Gonna rise from the ashes, man, I won’t quit.

 

(Chorus)

I keep drinkin’ this beer, tryin’ to numb the pain,

Smokin’ on that weed, but it’s all in vain.

I’m losin’ myself, but I’ll stop goin’ back,

Chasin’ these ghosts, but I’m takin’ my path.

 

(Outro)

So here’s my fuckin’ pledge, I’m done with this game,

Gonna rise from the ashes, rewrite my name.

Yeah, I lost myself, but I’ll find my way,

From the bottle to the beat, I’ll be okay.