Blues and Booze

Duh duh duh duh duh duh duh, uh yeah

Sipping on some red wine, I only settle for rich shit

Tried to get a girls number but she thought I was desperate

That’s why I been feeling some good old country blues

That’s why I been sitting down drinking some booze

When she said “hell nah” I cried and left a big bruise

Next day I woke up and bought a ticket on a fancy cruise

Went to the same club, to pay her a visit

saw her and showed her the ticket

When she walked up to me, she looked confused

While she begged to come, I said “keep sucking” I was amused

At the end of the session she asked if she could go, I refused

Good old moment with the blues and booze

Nobody ever asked me how I’m feeling and really meant it

When the girl on the cruise walk up to me, said “how you been” it was forever cemented

I knew she was one who needed to be protected

Me and her instantly were connected, she was neglected

Few days on the cruise she showed me her ass and I was tempted

But then I accepted, then at the end she said 50 dollars

Man some people can really be monsters, so I really needed her martyred

Good old moments with the blues and booze

And man some people really need sex to use an excuse

I've been feeling lonely, walking miles

Ain't got people hitting my phone, I'm volatile

Now I can't even get high, Pass me the veil

How the fuck you still giving me bills?

Heard your name I been getting chills

Affording child support has my nerves on me

Walking through work, got me feeling like a zombie

Just give me some tylenol, I swear I got it on me

Bills piling up, ignoring my mailman

Can't be bothered, Absorbing my semen

Ain't getting hard, so she call a handyman

He beating on the hammer, she enjoying it

Meat out all day, it ain't spoil yet

She was swept away like a door mat

Walked up on my heart, no socks man

Life ain't looking up, How am I alive?

Momma said this ain't for the weak many can't survive

But maybe if I just fucking closed my eyes, I would get another chance

She would give another glance, and the monsters would finally end

(But did it end?)

//Hook//

I've been feeling lonely, walking miles

Ain't got people hitting my phone, I'm volatile

Now I can't even get high, Pass me the veil

How the fuck you still giving me bills?

Heard your name I been getting chills

Affording child support has my nerves on me

Walking through work, got me feeling like a zombie

Just give me some tylenol, I swear I got it on me

Damn creating my myth story to keep me sane, but im turning insane

I’m just that crazy lady who was on that famous plane (not that crazy)

But I’m just laying there sipping on some red wine champagne

Poured a cup out for bro, you know that bitch left a stain

I got my semi auto vibe with a mind that set for killing

I'm the villain, I ain't kidding, best evacuate the building

This dangerous I feel it, just some shit I gotta dealing

Ya'll the short end type, boy we gon make it to the ceiling

But remember, I still can write lyrics as a lyric god

I aint no mathematical lyrical master, headmaster said im a disaster

i know i can spit chapters faster with no matter

Its a fucking factor, my anger possessed me i aint no fucking pastor

Perplexity ive got 7 levels of complexity

The devils deadly trusty sidekick identity

My arteries flow with intensity and hatred

Patriot of rap militarily defend its integrity

My destiny is unclear to me i think i may be

One of the next great engineers of hip hop's recipe

Lyrical legacy stands the test of the time check my melody

All i want is to see hip hop like my parents saw it

When emcees hocked the most precious thoughts

When cats brewed verses like chemists out this world like astronauts

Today's guys are frauds rapping about jewels and cars

Simple fact of the matter i could lyrically tear them apart

Verbal assault with infernal linguistic somersaults

Hurtfully thwart with internal artistic thunderbolts

My teams tape is coming soon duck and hide

Committing poetic rape running a muck with pride

But I still got some blues and booze, but at this point more blues

So I turned to booze to pass some time

Looking at my hands, what an odd find

See me bleeding fast, no stop sign

Gotta speed up at the red lights

Now my head hurts and I see Blight

Can't look up, that's a big kite

Man I wish finally someone would end my life

Summoning Thanatos with his heavy scythe

Talking Out my head, man I'm in strife

Dick still soft, fucking on the mice

//Hook//

I've been feeling lonely, walking miles

Ain't got people hitting my phone, I'm volatile

Now I can't even get high, Pass me the veil

How the fuck you still giving me bills?

Heard your name I been getting chills

Affording child support has my nerves on me

Walking through work, got me feeling like a zombie

Just give me some tylenol, I swear I got it on me