"LUCID 'DREAMS"

Have these 'Lucid dreams' that makes me

paralyzed

The pain lasts forever' and that's the reason

why I Wanna commit Suicide

Ruining my Body, and controlling my

'gesticulations' like a parasite,

I'm the host

far-off from My paradise, so I embody the

love for an overdose

Done drugs on, numerous occasions,

I'm not getting recognized,

as a result I'm not finishing my goals,

Which makes me cry dramatically,

at the 'dead of night'

'Saying that you love me' but it was a lie

that shit was a hoax

'Paranoia Isn't kind' I just need you in my line

of sight

I just want some piece of mind, and let's get

back together, let's take it Slow,

When can I get out the dark? I can't

'Rise and shine'

Consider yourself lucky Im a Freak accident,

that's predisposed, to Iodines, without having

a fucking enlightened mind,

"-one morning I woke up and she wasnt

by my side"

Ion think I care anymore- if you aren't

ride or die

Get nervous when I have to go out, so I went

to a Social Psych

but that won't support Me to socialize,

My bitch is not my bitch she's everybody's local

wife

I slashed my wrist with A broken knife

Wish I

I

Jumped out the window I opened,

overnight

Why do I have to fail at everything, I know

I've tried

These 'Lucid dreams' make me not able to

move, an inch, the only thing I can do Is cry,

so I cried on that "Cocaine", My bodies fried,

I knew I was the shit when I turned the age of

five

'Burnt out my rage' but I ain't feeling' fine

Spent five, six, seven, eight, dollars on you why

can't I "claim my prize" oh probably because,

My life is ignoble

Grabbing the mic I'ma 'pour my soul', Loud

enough for my niggas to hear it from

Senegal

Love getting laced; 'high'- "especially" from

Ethanol,

Why can't I vibe to the FUCKING Benefits, I gotta

hide, that's the protocol

I'm worstest rapper (wrapper) after all

Gettin- fit But not From drinking Adderall

With a little alcohol

After I take em' all this might be my funerall,

99% of pain is compressed in my heart,

That ultimately ruins my overall, invented a way

Not to cope, but I'll down-a-whole bottle of

xylitol

Diving deep in that pussy I'm 'screaming-'

cannonball

My blood sugars to motherfucking 'high' bitch

I'm "off the wall"

My 'flows sick' (flowsik) when I was born

I had this disease (erythroblastosis,)

You claim your a gangsta, but You pussys can't

walk the walk

Raspy Bc I burn My throat with a flamethrower,

So It's fucking fortis

Seeing at least more that 'four tits'

Bitch im sick of this 'fake love' when I flex

I'm gonna make em 'Change up'

Fweling like A.I buddy Ion need practice'

They told me to pull up- so I Got The Ratchet

The ℯ𝒸𝒽ℴℯ𝓈 are endless

Some times the "Lucid 'dreams" make Me restless can't

put a price on Safety,

so that means, money can't change me no... -

No wonder why... you

Hate me

W---whyyd you date me…