Drug addict

I honestly don't know what to do. I think I'm addicted to my friends vape.

I always tell myself one more hit. And I wanna quit. Just one more and I'll never

again. Yet I still need it again. It doesn't even make me feel better unlike the

heroin. I sometimes feel like numbing all the pain I have. I have so many issues

people dont understand. Know this firsthand. Most people can't comprehend.

Some people leave me saying I have too many problems and that they can't help

me anymore. Coh on rappad has literally been so kind and the only person

who has stayed by my side. I really need to stop all the drugs and vaping.

sadly its hard for me to quit. admitting it is really hard too. I need to learn to say no when

people offer me a hit. Or to try their drugs or drinks. I'm 14 and I'm already

caught up in a lot. I hate sharing with people but it's nice to get out sometimes.

I hope none of y'all are gonna judge me. But I can't stop you guys. it's nice

to know i at least have one person that cares that it is coh. Bye y'all