Scars

Listen, I've got scars but no money or cars

But I've got bars that'll take you to mars

My body isn't perfect neither am i

But i can't lie but when i see what people write these days

I just sigh because the shit ain't real

Man what's the deal?

Half these people haven't had it like the rest of us

They haven't had to go though the drought and struggle

Never just had a notebook with a pencil

Always had the best shit with a couple mill but still

Rap today isn't any thing meaningful

Nigga ain't nobody wanna whip or nae nae

Just sit down and listen to me spit my story

Oh lordy lordy where do i begin?

Back in August of 08 my parents split up

Damn that messed shit up, couldn't sleep just stayed up

Mama got addicted to pills and lost her job

Moving house to house, never spoke was as quiet as a mouse

Had to watch over my sister she was so young she didn't understand

That our father wasn't a real man and i was the only one there for her

Come 5th grade i was stressed depressed, so much you couldn't miss it

Got into marijuana started smoking whenever i could, especially when we moved to the hood

Thought i was doing good but life was like or nah

My grades started to drop down to rock bottom

But i didn't care about em, just wanted to sleep all day

Let's fast forward to the summer of 2011 when my brother was born

Mom was still addicted to pills, she just slept on the couch

I was the one in charge on my siblings

School i started missing, life before i started reminiscing

I got angry at the world, so my heart turned from gold to cold

I went to beast mode and became an asshole to everybody

Started not giving a fuck unless it came to my brother or sister

Matthew my brother became my motherfucking best friend

He made me happy even when i was a little snappy

My attitude was really crappy, my ways were whacky

My mom looked tacky when she got her addict ass up

We moved in with auntie Shannon because we couldn't afford the house

It was a crowded house, 6 kids plus her and my uncle and granny

Damn she got on my nerves thought she ran everything inb the house

Now? I'm 14

Doing okay, mama is off pills, own house grades are okay

Dad disowned me a few months ago, still haven't talked to him till this day

Haven't seen Matthew in over 2 years, I'm still sad and depressed about that

Can't get him out of my head it's all because of his dada

But when i see him he's a dead nigga

Got a girl named Camryn she's always there for me

11-3-14 that's the date I'll never forget she's the one I'll never forfit

Because she's a trophy and I'm all for it

I'm living life in the fast lane i just floor it

Pedal to the metal bitch here i am get on my level