The Promise(Swang On)

My entire life I got things quickly wrong

Missing the times when I could sing happier songs

Where I could be me without needing to know if I belonged

Where at least I won't be the only shark living in a fresh pond

What is a boy's purpose when there's men like HIM on earth

What kind of men makes a woman's stomach start doing Olympic hurdles

how am I meant to grow scared not knowing if start being like them

Hit a woman just because she ain't feeding me late at nine

Hit his ten-year-old at night instead of reading to him

What kind of man can't be kind to his own family? I wanna cherish Mine

not the kind of man that I want to be,

I wanna be the man who thinks about words before a belt

A person who thinks with their heart and not their hands before anything else

How the hell am I meant to be all this though

When the only men in my life are interested in spending their wives dough

On fake cash notes, and tight woman's clothes for all their side-ho's

I wanna be a man who is conservative of everything he loves, and cultivates it

Not burn the shit he makes, play the blame game with the cops, hates himself every breath that he takes

I promise to Be a Man, so long as I don't take the PISS out of the PROMISE I make

 

Maybe I can be who I want to be, as long as I

Swang On, Swang on, Swang on, Swang On, (Keep goin, Keep Goin) Swang on Swang On (keep going, Keep Goin

 

 

If I swing like the noose he put my mama In, her neck, I can still see the flecks of blood on her blouse he left , Ill get revenge

If my fist flies freely, roll him like heely's he sold in the backyard to the McBeely's You see me, you see me

All these damn creases won't come out, carry my cross like I'm Jesus with ammunition

Cos my bullets will fly like Boeing, I will let em whistle, like he does when he takes the piss on values

What a family is meant to be, he's taking all my sanity, every second he speaks, I remember the way my brother ran at me

Scared out his skin, like the scabs he left trailing, I wanna box him like he mail,

Fuck the Men like them in the world, fuck em all and their curse of life, they should die so people can have a life that they deserve

 

Maybe I can be who I want to be, as long as I

Swang On, Swang on, Swang on, Swang On, (Keep goin, Keep Goin) Swang on Swang On (keep going, Keep Goin)

 

Burn em all like the 1600s, we gon party like it's 1647, no present's like we a peasant

I would kill a nigga for a present, in fact I did. Which brings us to the present. I made a promise and I broke it

Got a lady and I choked her. Fathers' actions passed down through heritage but I still chose it

I'm sorry kids, please forgive me, I do some bad things when I'm On that Tennesee whiskey.

(Swang On)

(Alexisdeadinside)

 

Quitting i fucked everything up i tried to expain but i used your name i fucked up

i know but im sorry before im gone for good you filled that spot in my life but i ripped out myself i took your love and put it on a shelf

now i can never forgive myself so itll be over soon if you ever forgive me look at the moon. alexisdeadsoon