The Truth(Motivation and Honesty)

Time for the truth, I'm young dumb and socially retarded,

Get sweaty and stutter when I talk to girls, I wanna get carted out,

If I talked to shit to anyone I rap about I'd get get knocked out,

I'm young, I'm but a sprout, a lotta bullshit is all I spout,

I have nothing else to rap about, spent most of my time indoors,

No girls, ladies or even easy whores, usually caught cumming on old drawers,

I swear one day I must bust about 8 nuts on my own, never trust myself to have a girl to call my own,

On my own, I need a pair to get grown, shut up my moan and groan and make a girl moan,

I got good friends, but girls intimidate me, paranoid I think everyone wanna imitate and hate me,

I ain't straight b, but I can talk to guys fine, but I know a girl that's fine,

I wanna be with her but everytime I think about doing it I fall flat, god damn that ass fat, cute face,

She's great, and maybe she don't hate but if I interact she will,

Maybe I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill, I just need to chill,

Never done drugs, afraid to get caught but I still rap about coke and pot,

Socially awkward and an introvert, see a cute girl and I feel hurt,

I'll never get with her because I can't flirt, never lover, never make her squirt, shit hurt.

 

I gotta grab life by the balls but I'm too afraid of falls,

I know my problem and how to treat it, sure, shit, I can't though

I lack motivation and dedication but maybe I found it in hip hop,

Maybe I won't flop, maybe I won't chop myself down, stop the frown,

Get my feelings out, won't keep it inside, I'll let it out my mouth,

Maybe I can like Nas said, maybe I won't be alone when I'm dead,

Gotta get it in my head, rid myself of this dread, don't judge myself so harshly,

Problems partly because of hormones, got me thinking of gravestones, lack of milestones,

Pry a wishbone, wanna get grown, rap the craft I'm gonna hone,

Watch the throne, I should get like Yeezus, confidence of Jesus,

Inspiration, he got what I want, confidence and dedication,

Thick arm candy, his life seems dandy, all his because of hard work,

Gonna stop all the irk and gonna start all the work, gonna stop being a jerk,

Slow down on the jerkin', get to workin' and murkin',

Maybe I'll find the confidence, hence, I'll find the bae, hey, shit's looking up,

Up like the sky, I CAN be fly, can make bread like rye,

Make something of myself before I die, I can vie for victory.

 

Hickory dickory, dreaming of a slicker me,

See confidence in me, somewhere, gotta be there,

What if it ain't there?, Shit I'll make it, maybe I'll fake it,

I might just take it, I think I might have charm and wit,

Attractiveness? Shit, what if I believe it?,

Will that make so, yo, that might work, better get to work,

Find a big booty girl who twerk and make her mine,

I know one damn she fine, cute and lovely, making me feel so bubbly,

She tackles my heart like Rugby, when I see here that shit slug me,

Weird thing I want her to hug me, more than tug me, I ain't confident though I ain't a thug b,

Oh shit it's those feelings again, it's that pain again, fuck that I wanna be sane,

Fuck shame, I'll be me, be who I wanna be, let's see where it takes me,

I wanna be free, free from the pain, free the chain,

Shit I'm sounding like Linkin Park, hip hop might be my spark,

Spark to the fire under my ass, confidence to go do what I want and get a pretty lass.

 

But girls and guys ain't everything, it's more than that, need more than an ass that's fat,

I need to concentrate, those exams I wanna dominate,

Hate not giving my parents good news, got a brain I need to use,

New views, fuccboi me that old news, but shit I'll have different views when I awake,

For fuck's sake, I get motivated at night but not in the morning, ain't right,

With myself I fight, and I usually lose, emotional bruise,

Tryna find a muse like Blue's Clues, I wanna stay happy, I can't lose,

I wanna light the fuse, that blast me to a new level, in the glory I wanna revel,

Don't wanna wrestle with myself anymore, need higher test scores, new shores,

Screw a forty-five, I want a eighty-five, wanna feel alive, wanna thrive,

I wanna strive to be at my best, wanna work so hard I NEED rest,

I wanna work out, I promised, I wanna be honest, I promise,

The premise of this song is that I was wrong, I hated on myself like a mong,

I hated on myself for too long, happy me being born, fuck scorn,

Fuck being torn and lukewarm, I'm always gonna be hot, gonna get a lady, no thot,

Ok maybe one thot, this is my damn plan, this my damn plot, I'm gonna be damn hot.