The art on the canvas speaks

 

 

Yeah,

Grewing up mama always encouraged me

To paint my blues away if they worry me

I'm Eighteen years old now

Grown a little bit and a little bit more grown now

But back then the feeling was pain had no purpose

It was goin to church let's

believe in what we are told

that there is a heaven that holds

Peace and tranquility

If you promise me you'll meet me there

Then I'll take my life now

Do it right now

"Sucide is ending'"

"How?!"

Someone please Tell me, can you tell me?

That heaven has a happy ending,tryna find that end

Self violence, reaching higher ends the answer is still mending

"Hows that goin friend?"

Still pending

 

There ya go another metaphorical image for you to grapse

I mean it's optional you can hate on my rhymes but I

Encourage you to go and laugh

Who's goin out sad?

And Who's got another bag?

And Who's got another tag? Another jag? Another girl?

With a bigger ass

Want another brag?

Nah I won't bother with that

 

 

I won't bother trying to impress the ones who wanna see me fall

Like leaves in the fall they won't believe me when I grow

They don't wanna see me on my own

Cause that's when I go super mode

In my element in air of the throne

Just wait till I blow

But I never had this confidence years ago

 

 

 

Yeah you want a lesson yeah you wanna learn

You want a crash course on how to move forward and

Let your old bridges burn

You want some hope that there is light and you can just let it all burn

You wanna know when god said it that it will be your turn

I can't answer that but I learnt how to distract

Yeah,wanna know how?

Yeah you wanna know how

(Know how)

"We would all like to know how"

(Know now)

Yeah,wanna know how?

Yeah you wanna know how

(Know how)

Wanna know how?

Yeah? So here we go now

 

 

So young sayin

"I wish I could handle my feelings better but I don't know how"

I wish I knew then what I know now

"What you know now?"

What I know now is you gotta try ya best

wasn't ready to leave the nest

Started gettin zoned out

Like jumpin beans loose in a can

Feelin like the feelin of a noose round my neck is my demise

Never improvise the plan

Like a man when I stand

Taking care of my fam

Close to knowing myself

And I do all that I can to show you how

I find something that seems like a distraction

Disguised as a hobby more like therapy

Talking about my feelings so they don't come and burry me

OCD thoughts are scaring me

Put the pen to the paper

Like the smoke to a vaper

Feel like my fear is wearing me

 

Everyone is born with a blank canvas of life

it's ok If your canvas stays blank for a while

Every arist got to experience the dark to find out how to use colour

Every Picasso got to go through the blue period before they hit there peak

I know you view yourself as weak

There's an arists inside everyone

Don't overthink it just let the art on the canvas speak

 

 

I won't bother trying to impress the ones who wanna see me fall

Like leaves in the fall they won't believe me when I grow

They don't wanna see me on my own

Cause that's when I go super mode

In my element in air of the throne

Just wait till I blow

But I never had this confidence years ago

 

 

 

Yeah you want a lesson yeah you wanna learn

You want a crash course on how to move forward and

Let your old bridges burn

You want some hope that there is light and you can just let it all burn

You wanna know when god said it that it will be your turn

I can't answer that but I learnt how to distract

Yeah,wanna know how?

Yeah you wanna know how

(Know how)

"We would all like to know how"

(Know now)

Yeah,wanna know how?

Yeah you wanna know how

(Know how)

Wanna know how?

Yeah? So here we go now

 

Just believe in yourself

 

Just believe in yourself

 

Just believe in yourself

 

Just believe in yourself