I'm sorry mother

you broke my heart in half I had to make a sacrafice

 

thought my mission was to love you but guess it ain't this time

 

we always struggled but we made it through hard times

 

told me that you cared for me but I saw through all you lies

 

every inch ever mile I was there by your side

 

i ain't think you'd leave after I tried tried and tried

 

I can't change what you did but I can accept that you are gone

 

you need to see that I'm different I won't change for you at all

 

iv'e displayed all my feelings but you don't care at all

 

every time we argued couldn't accept that you were wrong

 

you constantly wanted attention I always gave you that.

 

but It never was enough I was still attacked

 

my behavior was wrong you know it's a fact

 

but it don't matter cause you will never come back

 

I still think about you even if you don't see me anyway

 

I can only ever call you i can't see you face to face

 

i'm starting not to love you I'm done wit all these games

 

it's hard for me to care when nothing's ever changed

 

you sent me away thought I needed special care

 

well your the one that ran from problems every time you got scared

 

say that you'll see me but you ain't ever there

 

you started a new life away from family I don't see how that's fair

 

everyone I know they feel the same even your best friend

 

they say how your a jerk cause you ain't ever visit

 

there's rumors bout how you left cause of one situation

 

mabey you should start trying to work on your communication

 

cause im'a tell you now

 

nobody cares for you anymore

 

better off leaving cause you'll never learn

 

things can't go your way it's part of this world

 

people will forget this except me and the girls

 

some don't know you got no empathy

 

eventully karma will get you break your other knee

 

hope your living good in your new life

 

me and dad found home and were doing alright

 

every time I think bout you I get so sad

 

my minds going crazy round a never ending track

 

remember all those times you made me laugh

 

but it don't matter my heart is smashed

 

you manipulated me twisted my words

 

Sleep don't do nothing everyday I feel worse

 

I hope you get better i'm sorry mother