The pondering

This world is so unkind .

I'm about to lose my mind.

Time for me to redefine.

Read between the line,

To help me ease my mind.

I use to be a mule,

A stubborn kind of fool.

Always drunk and acting cool

Til I found I was the tool

Who kept feeding the bull

Yet my plate was never full

Now it's time for me to stand.

Got to come up with a plan.

This marathon that I ran

Has showed me to be the man

That I was when I began

Took a while for me to see

It's ok to take a knee.

But get back up and be a G.

Keep hustling and fight the good fight.

Making that cash working overnight.

Do whatcha feel is right

Cause if you get your mind right

Your future is sure to shine bright

So I'm a replace my negative thoughts that creep inside my head

And I'm a pray to my lord Jesus before I go to bed.

I know that it's not easy but I just wanna clear my head.

I wanna do something productive with my life , before I end up dead.