Para$ite - Stargazing
• Written by Parasite
// https://soundcloud.com/user-33502330/parasite-stargazing-prod-the-ushanka-boy //
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Somebody's watching me there from the shadows,
I try go to sleep but I feel how their gaze is upon me,
I cannot have moments of peace, I cannot feel nothing but shit all the time,
I try to do one thing you get in mind,
And everytime I see someone outside,
I only see you in all of these crowds,
And when I'm alone I'm dreaming of times,
The times it was easier nothing to fear,
Everyday was another adventure,
Like looking at One Piece I felt I was missing it,
never felt whole, always broken inside,
But now that I'm older and stepping outside,
I guess I see life through a different eye,
It's not what I expected but fuck it this time,
I'm going all in and I'm not backing down,
If somebody gon' hate, let 'em hate,
If somebody wan' love, then I let 'em love,
I can't keep these problems inside of my conscious,
I need that control and change all of my ways,
I needed this beat to spit all of my rage,
Fuck it I missed this just rappin' 'bout problems,
Rappin' 'bout feelin's is my way to solve 'em,
The kid with the lisp and the funnier accent,
half of ya'll need the lyrics to hear this,
I don't even blame ya, it's part of my charm,
Take it or leave it, it's not goin' anywhere,
Always the same, I ain't ever change,
Always the kid in the background,
Always the one who was there for you,
Always the one called me guardian angel,
Always so lovin' and different,
Always so funny, an accident,
Always the one as a burden, then,
Maybe someday I'll have value too,
Maybe someday I'll be cooler too,
Maybe someday I'll find love like you,
Maybe I'll die all alone in the street,
Only my future can write it for me,
All I can do is just be,
All I can do is pick wiser choices,
All I can do is just breathe,
All I can do hope there's bigger plans for me..
