Disturbing Song #1

It's hard to breathe when you can only seethe

 

With my sharp teeth and a katana I sheathe

 

And what lies beneath?

 

You rip out my organs, I'm lying dormant

 

I wake up in the morning, feeling unimportant

 

Now clouds be forming, now it's storming

 

Bury my head in my hands in the forest

 

I feel like I'm damned with no importance

 

I fucked myself up, I orbit

 

The sun to feel safe, I shoulda listened to the warnings

 

My life is gonna shorten, no one got me supported

 

This place I work in ain't supporting

 

Me, yeah, Morgan & Morgan

 

Need some help, we have a shortage

 

Fucking up, tryna put support in

 

Got an obsession, gotta bring court in

 

She give me depression, she the Warden

 

I got aggression, cocaine I snorted

 

Ending up like Lauren, distorting

 

I know this shit darkens

 

We need to sharpen, yeah

 

Fucking up my parking

 

How was this shit even starting?

 

How'd this shit even started?

 

You used to call me darling

 

You were my fucking garden

 

Now to you I'm just a target

 

You sold my organs on the market

 

Then you dismembered me for a bargain

 

I got blood all on the carpet

 

Down bad, uh, pardon

 

Pardon me, Marvin

 

Fuck up like Carmen

 

Why we still here? Life hardens

 

I am committing arson

 

I know I ain't the sharpest

 

But I can do some harming

 

The way you harmed me

 

And disarmed me

 

I guess you're something new, like a Martian

 

It's hard to breathe when you can only seethe

 

With my sharp teeth and a katana I sheathe

 

And what lies beneath?

 

You sparkle like Marshal

 

You got me so startled

 

I love you, but it's partial

 

Your love is so damn harmful

 

I know you and I have beef

 

Lil' bitch is a fucking thief

 

Grief, need relief

 

Can you help, me Chief?

 

Like Chief Keef, turning over a new leaf

 

I'm in the coral reef, it was brief

 

You fucked me up with your belief

 

I guess you never change

 

You're so goddamn strange

 

You broke my ribs

 

Your nails dig into my skin

 

You ripped out my meat like I was a pig

 

You then ripped out my guts and proceeded to dig

 

Your nails into my skin, it was so grim

 

Then you took nibbles of my neck

 

Proceeded to rape me, I'm a wreck

 

Then you drugged me

 

And then fucking clubbed me

 

The way you fucking hug me

 

Got me down bad, you're like Chucky

 

I know you ain't a druggie

 

But I am, so fuck me

 

I feel like you don't love me

 

Is it true you don't trust me?

 

Now club me, yeah, just club me, yeah

 

I'm your buddy, yeah, let's go study, yeah

 

Call me a dummy, yeah, call me ugly, yeah

 

'Cause we are buddies, yeah, we get bloody, yeah

 

We are happy, yeah, I'm your puppy, yeah

 

This is not a fantasy, you're so lovely, yeah

 

Then you take my money, yeah

 

But we are buddies, yeah, then you get me muddy, yeah

 

And proceed to run me over with a buggy, yeah

 

You bug me, yeah, it's funny, yeah

 

But we're buddies, I'm lucky, yeah

 

You get so touchy, yeah, you smile smugly

 

Yeah, you're fucking nutty, yeah

 

But we are buddies, so mug me

 

It's hard to breathe when you can only seethe

 

With my sharp teeth and a katana I sheathe

 

And what lies beneath?

 

I'm your dog, your slave (slave)

 

I'm the one you saved (saved)

 

My heart I gave (gave)

 

Put me in the microwave (wave)

 

Trap me in a cave (cave)

 

Put me in my grave (grave)

 

Make me feel brave (brave)

 

And then take it all away (way)

 

These streets I pave (pave)

 

Then say my name (name)

 

And then play a game (game)

 

On my mind and fame (fame)

 

Wish you never came (came)

 

I feel like you're insane (insane)

 

Shots to my brain (brain)

 

You break my back like I'm Batman and you're Bane

 

Fuck me up, then dance to rave

 

Then punish me when I misbehave

 

Now make me chained (chained)

 

Reputation I've gained (gained)

 

Run me over with a train (train)

 

And push me off a plane (plane)

 

I'm your doll in the rain (rain)

 

Make me feel pain (pain)

 

Make me so strained (strained)

 

Send my ass to Spain (Spain)

 

Make me end up like Jane (Jane)

 

Rip out my veins (veins)

 

End my reign (reign)

 

And watch the color drain

 

From my fucking face

 

Watch me scream in vain (vain)

 

Watch me switch them lanes (lanes)

 

Watch me lose my sane (sane)

 

Watch me, a monster you've slain (slain)

 

Feelin' disdain (Disdain)

 

Make me end up like Kane (Kane)

 

Make sure I end up like Bain (Kurt Cobain, Cobain)

 

Watch how I wane

 

Watch how I wane

 

Is this just a game

 

That you wanna play

 

Day by fucking day?

 

I am not okay

 

The shit that you say

 

Is in my head either way

 

So what's the point?

 

Seeing black and gray

 

Smoke a joint

 

Pull out the spray

 

Disappoint every day

 

I try to avoid your evil ways

 

You got no peaceful ways

 

Your illegal ways

 

No peaceful days

 

Just evil days

 

Evil days

 

It's hard to breathe when you can only seethe

 

With my sharp teeth and a katana I sheathe

 

And what lies beneath?