SPLIT PERSONALITY

(Both of them)

Thoughts I try to drown out

(Raiden's thoughts I try to drown out!)

What if they all found out?

(What if they already found out?)

I don't want to be around now

(I don't want Raiden around now)

Mal always got me down now

(Raiden always got me down now)

Can't let him out, can't let him in

(Can't let Raiden out, can't let Raiden in)

I'm so fucked up, all I do is sin

(I love being fucked up, 'cause I can sin!)

I cannot win, it's so damn grim

(I'll win! It'll be so grim!)

What's the point of living if Mal is in?

(What's the point of living if Raiden is in?)

Hahaha!

 

(Raiden)

Mal, how do I get started?

My split personality is heartless

He calls me bad names like retarded

I feel like I'm surrounded in darkness

He comes out when I'm pissed

Angry enough to lose my shit

Like, why does he even exist?

He makes me so damn sick

Mal got me throwin' fists

Can't control myself, can't win

And he makes the path turn and twist

It's hard to fucking resist

He grabs my wrist

Makes me take risks, he's such a prick

 

(Mal)

Raiden, how do I get started?

He's the opposite of me, fucking retarded!

He's an idiot, he's good-hearted

He makes me wanna vomit

His good vibes are so toxic

I wanna blast off in a rocket

Got a gold-plated desert eagle in my pocket

And I'm always makin' a profit

I come out when he's pissed, it ain't an option

He tries to take caution

But I get shit popping

Now I'm body dropping, rocking

Fuck God, even if he watching

You know damn well we head popping

 

(Raiden)

Mal, why must you do always be evil?

Change your ways and we can be peaceful

What you did is heavily illegal

Why can't we both just be equal?

The tactics you use are lethal

You do consequences that could be used in medieval

You got me fucked up, Mal, killin' my people

And Mal, listen, I know you an atheist

The fucking craziest

And I'm the weakest, but the sweetest

You're the meanest, the deepest

And I cannot resist

 

(Mal)

What you've witnessed is the sickest

But who cares it is one of my interests

And you know I will be the biggest

You have been cut down and diminished

You damn well I ain't finished

Oh, Raiden, you can't win this

I'm relentless, such a menace

I'm so reckless, senseless

Leave hoes breathless

Like Dennis, I have my senses

I'm just naturally this way, so cherish

I'm devilish, I'm expensive

I get all the bands, it's impressive

Fuck the girls and men, they excessive

I just wanna cause chaos, even if it's depressive

Now your ass is gettin' defensive

Yeah, Raiden, fuck off! Go see a dentist!

Honestly, I am the freshest

Ima cause chaos in your body, so skip your breakfast

You were destined

For this, never mentioned

Of this, never questioned

For shit, I'm indepedent

Lil bitch, fuck if you're threatened

Ima win, fuck your presents

Let me in, I'm a legend

Forever will sin, got attention

Ima win, love the tension

It'll get grim, I got aggression

You got depression

I show no affection

Another therapy session

Me and you, Raiden, we have no connection

 

(Raiden)

Mal, we can talk about this, I've noticed

You're at your lowest

Got no one you're the closest

To, lemme change that, gotta stay focused

We may be opponents

But I'm happy to help

And you know this

You know what you felt

As we wrote this

Damage you've dealt

So, we can get along, just try

I know you are the bad guy

But it's fine, Mal, I don't lie

Just help me, and don't ask why

'Cause Mal we can get along

But if you ever do me wrong

Then you'll be gone

At the crack of dawn

Mal, I know I'm just a pawn

To your stupid game

Like a moth to a flame

I'm the moth, you're the flame

Now dad's out of the frame

And you're apart of me, after all

So it's only fair I gave you a name

 

(Mal)

Raiden, we are not the same

You know damn well I will never change

You and your tactics are super lame

And I don't believe what you claim

You can't help me, I'm beyond fixing

If you fuck me up, you'll get maimed

Forever missing, never changed

I ain't reminiscing anyway

And drugs I'm mixing to relieve the pain

Raiden, these speeches you giving

Are super plain, is this how you're living?

Without chaos? What were you thinking?!

Yeah, I be sipping

Hoes think I'm tripping

Yeah, I be middle finger flipping

Time be ticking

Your grave you're digging

You can't win this

Your consciousness is slipping

Your heart is sinking

You start drinking

You don't know what you're thinking

I'll win this, I ain't kidding

I be letting it ripping

You cannot win

'Cause I'm already winning

 

(Raiden)

Listen, we can sort this out

Let me say something, I'll support this now

If you just decide to blurt it out

Then I can help you even if you're hurting now

'Cause to me, your state is concerning now

You're apart of me, even if you worsen me

It's concerning me

How you're hurting me

More than lately, it's burning me

And I can help ya, Mal, just give in

This world we live in

Is fucked up, but I can help you live it

And we fucked up, but it's okay, we can fix it

And you lucked up, personalities be conflicting

But it's okay if you're mood is shifting

Mal, I'm happy to help, as long as you stay committed

Don't try anything funny

I can show you where it's sunny

I can take you to the light

And show you all the bunnies

We don't have to be enemies

Just listen to this melody

 

(Mal)

I don't wanna give in

I won't ever give in

I will fucking win this

I will fucking win this

 

(Raiden)

You just need to give in

Please, won't you just give in?

We can both win this

We can both win this

 

(Mal)

No I refuse!

I just wanna cause abuse!

Now suffer, you don't get to choose!

I'll leave you with a missing tooth

And blue ass bruise

Leave you with loose screws

You'll lose

And be hung by a noose

 

(Raiden)

You may be bad news

And we may have different views

But come on, walk a mile in my shoes

And see how to fix this problem, dude

Cut down on the booze

And me and you can fucking cruise

And I swear, I can help you find the truth

Just agree to make a truce

 

(Mal)

No! Raiden, you're efforts are fruitless

I'm ruthless, leave ya clueless

To me, you're useless

I'll leave you toothless

With 20 ass motherfucking bruises

You truthless, I'll do this

You knew this

I'm going through this

 

(Raiden)

You don't gotta be a lunatic

All you gotta do is make music

Mal, listen, just do it

Don't be stupid

Your words hit like arrows from cupid

Got me dreain' lucid

Are we suited?

Yeah, watch how my raps be fluid

The air is super polluted

We can change that

If you agree

If you agree

If you agree

 

[Neither of them won. Maybe to be continued?]