desensitized

I think I’m desensitized

Despite my decent rise in recent skies

I acknowledge my numbness

Mentally I been on ledge and I become less

I seen a man getting his throat slit with no reaction

No action of violence shakes me faintly

Mind bakes me

Because I’m confuse on how something I seen through the screen could make me

desensitized am I dramatize

Since haa kid when I saw a old man dying with a death rattle I saw drama rise

As a mama cries a man dies

I don’t know why I’m typing this

But fuck it there’s no wiping this away