i am the one to blame

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Verse
 
Hurt deep inside, I'm feeling so low
 
No light in sight, can't shake off this woe
 
Walls closing in, it's hard to break free
 
In this darkness, will I ever find the key?
 
Chorus
 
But I won't let my spirit be undone
 
Rising above the pain, I'll be the shining sun
 
Breaking through these clouds, I'll find my way
 
Inspiring others to the good brighter days
 
Verse
 
When the night is dark and my heart is blue
 
I'm searching for a way to make it through
 
Every step I take only leads me astray
 
But I'll keep on trying, to find a brighter day
 
Chorus
 
I won't let the pain define me
 
I'll rise up like a phoenix, you'll see
 
In the depths of despair, I'll find my way
 
And turn my hurt into my superpower, hey
 
Verse
 
Feeling like I'm stuck in this endless pain
 
Heartbroken, tears fall like pouring rain
 
Can't see the light, everything feels so dark
 
Inside my chest, there's an everlasting mark
 
Chorus
 
I won't let this hurt define who I am
 
Gonna rise above and take a stand
 
Lift my spirit up, reach for the stars
 
Break free from the chains that left me scarred
 
The moment i was ignored I cant afford
 
The moment i was left broke i cried to my lord
 
Fellin the pain im in my domain
 
Livin life its just a part of her game
 
I'm drowning in sadness, can't escape this hurt inside
 
The world is full of lies Its not full of my mine
 
And I don't know what to do cuz I feel like a fool
 
listenin to love but its not nuthin cool
 
i hate it because it starts at school
 
I won't rest until I see your face
 
lovin it its in my space
 
ur speedin thru my mind like a train
 
But I won't let it happen again
 
I hate this place
 
stop rubbin it in my face
 
In this dark addiction, I'm losing my grace
 
So she can treat me like a monster in a cage
 
I'm drowning in demons, can't find my saving grace
 
I don't wanna know your name
 
Cause the beat of my own heart beats when it's in my face
 
I can't believe I'm alive
 
After you ruined my life yuh
 
Although i had nightmares that repeated
 
when i had to shake my self awake
 
how can i beat all this depression
 
that you left me to face
 
when i wake up i feel him standing aside
 
he whispered in my ear
 
She is not leaving here alive
 
So i got her and we started a fight
 
I told him to back off he looked in my eyes
 
The devil tried to keep me close
 
And never let me out his sight
 
i tried escapin that mf my entire life
 
I tried to shake him off
 
but he and she are always a step ahead
 
hes the shadow in my dream
 
please help i cant breathe
 
the voice in my head
 
i feel him on my shoulder as i write this out
 
if he gon try me
 
he best pray to god
 
god he wipe me out
 
and no ones home
 
so im the one whos gotta fight this out
 
and we all know whos gonna win
 
so what you cryin bout
 
dont know how much i can take
 
if i take one more then
 
i got to go
 
sorry love but this aint love
 
But im a part of the god above
 
not the one to break my heart
 
this is the moment u took it to far
 
I love my family like nothing else
 
that means that i was trained with a belt
 
But im rich as hell
 
and mf u want me now
 
sorry digger but u aint my type
 
U made me wipe my tears and you feel like its hype
 
now ur broke you cant take a joke
 
you made me smoke look what you provoke im finally awoke
 
I don't wanna know your name
 
S**t just begun to race
 
Whatever it takes to get in my face
 
I never should have trusted you
 
All im saying now is fuck you
 
Now ima the who who trusted you u know
 
now ima show u how slow this worked
 
my territory was left unmarked
 
this is why you suck niger
 
Look it ive been thinking quicker so you have to consider how bitter this shit is and how i can pull my trigger

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