i am the one to blame

Verse

 

Hurt deep inside, I'm feeling so low

 

No light in sight, can't shake off this woe

 

Walls closing in, it's hard to break free

 

In this darkness, will I ever find the key?

 

Chorus

 

But I won't let my spirit be undone

 

Rising above the pain, I'll be the shining sun

 

Breaking through these clouds, I'll find my way

 

Inspiring others to the good brighter days

 

Verse

 

When the night is dark and my heart is blue

 

I'm searching for a way to make it through

 

Every step I take only leads me astray

 

But I'll keep on trying, to find a brighter day

 

Chorus

 

I won't let the pain define me

 

I'll rise up like a phoenix, you'll see

 

In the depths of despair, I'll find my way

 

And turn my hurt into my superpower, hey

 

Verse

 

Feeling like I'm stuck in this endless pain

 

Heartbroken, tears fall like pouring rain

 

Can't see the light, everything feels so dark

 

Inside my chest, there's an everlasting mark

 

Chorus

 

I won't let this hurt define who I am

 

Gonna rise above and take a stand

 

Lift my spirit up, reach for the stars

 

Break free from the chains that left me scarred

 

The moment i was ignored I cant afford

 

The moment i was left broke i cried to my lord

 

Fellin the pain im in my domain

 

Livin life its just a part of her game

 

I'm drowning in sadness, can't escape this hurt inside

 

The world is full of lies Its not full of my mine

 

And I don't know what to do cuz I feel like a fool

 

listenin to love but its not nuthin cool

 

i hate it because it starts at school

 

I won't rest until I see your face

 

lovin it its in my space

 

ur speedin thru my mind like a train

 

But I won't let it happen again

 

I hate this place

 

stop rubbin it in my face

 

In this dark addiction, I'm losing my grace

 

So she can treat me like a monster in a cage

 

I'm drowning in demons, can't find my saving grace

 

I don't wanna know your name

 

Cause the beat of my own heart beats when it's in my face

 

I can't believe I'm alive

 

After you ruined my life yuh

 

Although i had nightmares that repeated

 

when i had to shake my self awake

 

how can i beat all this depression

 

that you left me to face

 

when i wake up i feel him standing aside

 

he whispered in my ear

 

She is not leaving here alive

 

So i got her and we started a fight

 

I told him to back off he looked in my eyes

 

The devil tried to keep me close

 

And never let me out his sight

 

i tried escapin that mf my entire life

 

I tried to shake him off

 

but he and she are always a step ahead

 

hes the shadow in my dream

 

please help i cant breathe

 

the voice in my head

 

i feel him on my shoulder as i write this out

 

if he gon try me

 

he best pray to god

 

god he wipe me out

 

and no ones home

 

so im the one whos gotta fight this out

 

and we all know whos gonna win

 

so what you cryin bout

 

dont know how much i can take

 

if i take one more then

 

i got to go

 

sorry love but this aint love

 

But im a part of the god above

 

not the one to break my heart

 

this is the moment u took it to far

 

I love my family like nothing else

 

that means that i was trained with a belt

 

But im rich as hell

 

and mf u want me now

 

sorry digger but u aint my type

 

U made me wipe my tears and you feel like its hype

 

now ur broke you cant take a joke

 

you made me smoke look what you provoke im finally awoke

 

I don't wanna know your name

 

S**t just begun to race

 

Whatever it takes to get in my face

 

I never should have trusted you

 

All im saying now is fuck you

 

Now ima the who who trusted you u know

 

now ima show u how slow this worked

 

my territory was left unmarked

 

this is why you suck niger

 

Look it ive been thinking quicker so you have to consider how bitter this shit is and how i can pull my trigger