Invisble

When you're with your friends

Feels like I'm just invisible

When we're alone, I'm special

But the shit is inexplicable

Being ignored,

This shit makes me miserable

Causing me this stress and depression

It's fucking formidable

But I love you to forgive you

Even if it's unforgivable

Leaving me dizzy, I'm confused

My face reads quizzical

Your lips irresistible

My Supergirl, to me you're invincible

Your hearts in my veins,

Your feelings are visceral

You treating me like I'm just another individual

That's so not you but also typical

How am I supposed to be a miracle

If you treat me like a criminal

Am I overthinking? Prolly, but that's pitiful

that I'm always looking for you out of my peripheral

Even though I know your love is only conditional

Something a month ago I thought was unthinkable

I'm being ignored, I wish I could say it's not volitional

But I get it, why pay attention when I'm invisible?

 

(Chorus)

Do you wish you could erase me?

Those other girls, they're better, do you wish you could replace me?

I say I can't be tamed, but baby girl you faze me

It's always the one who gave me

everything that betrays me

 

(Verse 2)

What is this weed I'm smoking?

The label says it's called Infatuation

But they say Love is worse, it can change one

Infatuation just makes you think someone is your day one

But maybe they're your fake one

Cuz when you leave they table, they make fun

"Who is that?"

Guess what?

Turns out my name is No One

But you were the main one

Telling me I was special

Telling first lies like you the devil

The math aint mathing according to Bessel

See, I've always struggled with abandonment

And when I feel like someone's leaving, I start panicking

makes me feel weak, it's kinda disadvantaging

I know im rambling and micromanaging

It's emotionally damaging

Fuck

Now im in my head, overthinking

Feel myself cowering, shrinking

You're the hand to pull me out of my head

When I couldn't break, felt like I was sinking

Feeling our hands together, fingers linking

You're my favorite Netflix show, I need to start binging

What an illusion, were we really indivisble?

Why care though, I know I'm Invisble

(Chorus)

Do you wish you could erase me?

Those other girls, they're better, do you wish you could replace me?

I say I can't be tamed, but baby girl you faze me

It's always the one who gave me everything

that betrays me

 

Yo I heard you fucked another girl

Congratulations, Hope you feel better about yourself

I know you're fucked in the head,

I hope you stop going to Weed for help

You know it's not good for your health

Just so you know, I would have taken care of you

Made sure you were good, Would have held

you but you were in bed with someone else

And maybe Im being selfish,

But only time will tell

Lord knows all the shit and cards you dealt

Makes you feel compelled to rebel

Might have been a joke, but those kisses made me melt

Stella, I hope you make it

Wish you'd be honest and say it

Thats you didn't give a fuck about my heart

And if you did, why'd you break it?

When I wrote heartbreaker on your hand

You had the nerve to erase it,

but lets face it

Thats the one thing about you

That you didn't change since the beginning

 

I wish you could see me