Shameful Days

shameful of my ways

doubtful Ima change

so ima keep on smokin

on this purple haze

and ima keep on sippin

and ima keep on trippin

and ima keep on llivin

in these shameful days

and ima keep on being me

what you get is what you see

i dont owe anybody an apology

 

apology honestly probably constantly overthink thats my anxiety

its in the profecy quality quanity destined to fail and i blame my biology

i overthink think and i over work i over drink and i over hurt

im fillin with pain but i filled up already a 20 round clip with 19 too many

 

my pain is my honey and they must be bumble bees, cause they lovin me

im all out of money and backed up on fees, i think i might flee

you wanna learn to swim then first you gotta drown

you wanna be the king then you gotta take the crown

 

i aint no king you can keep that crown

dont wanna swin and i dont wanna drown

i dont wanna live and i dont wanna die

look up to god im asking him why

 

why am i surrounded by these demons faces

will i be saved by anothers angels graces

death infests my soul im trapped with its fragrance

your lips speak in bliss but youre testing my damn patience

I dont wanna sin but understand my situation

demons in my head again and lately we been conversating

 

shameful of my ways

doubtful Ima change

so ima keep on smokin

on this purple haze

and ima keep on sippin

and ima keep on trippin

and ima keep on llivin

in these shameful days

 

in these shameful days searching for a way

sky is lookin gray i can feel the suns rays

lookin down on me for this life i payed a fee

cause death was always gonna happen life was never guarenteed

 

but i can guarentee ima keep on being me

i wont ever change fuck you and normality

and fuck the gravity im boutta fly away

pray i get my wings the day the reaper takes my life away

 

shameful of my ways

doubtful Ima change

so ima keep on smokin

on this purple haze

and ima keep on sippin

and ima keep on trippin

and ima keep on llivin

in these shameful days

and ima keep on being me

what you get is what you see

i dont owe anybody an apology