How I Feel ..

I feel like I'm losing my mind, dying slowly in a blind sight

These thoughts weighing me down got me fading under the light

Pills don't feel too much, waking up from panic from nightmares

Got no strength on my shoulders this weight breaking me over

Am I getting older, bones feels like I'm forty but with an age lower

I'm losing myself thoughts taking over everything

Making it another story in different pages

Where do I go from here, I can't breathe, I guess my lungs saying sorry

I hardly sit to think straight, I know ain't okay surviving this way

But I can't help it anymore, going back to the pills striking me

Sucking out my energy in this journey and showing no mercy in bed

Instead of listening to me told me I'm soft and a pussy, ( st##id )

Crazy people everywhere don't spit your feelings because they smile to you

 

 

I feel like I'm losing my mind, dying slowly in this blind sight

Can't maintain what's in my head so I write them on myself

That's my life, serious issues leave bruises without promise

Acting like you wanna be a friend but you also in the trend

Don't pretend making things worse tryna defend yourself

 

I feel like I'm losing my mind, dying slowly in this blind sight

Can't maintain what's in my head so I write them on myself

 

If you got issues, you can hit me up in my Dm and tell how you feel

Either am or pm, I'm always ready to talk,

And walk with you to get over the thoughts draining you

Pills pills don't work with me but I gotta take them anyway

Thoughts drying the smiles on my face, giving me no chills to stay

Do I feel okay, I don't know, staring from my window

Tomorrow is still the same just to maintain what goes through my head

 

I feel like I'm losing my mind, dying slowly in this blind sight

Can't maintain what's in my head so I write them on myself

That's my life, serious issues leave bruises without promise

 

I feel like I'm losing myself, dying slowly in this blind sight

Can't maintain what's in my head so I write them on myself

That's my life, serious issues leave bruises without promise

Acting like you wanna be a friend but you also in the trend

Don't pretend making things worse tryna defend yourself