FOR SO LONG

I've been waiting for so long

You never wanna admit that you're wrong

I just gotta stay strong

Stay strong, stay strong

Singing this song

As I wait so damn long

I don't know where I belong

Gotta stay strong, oh

 

Life support over, never fuckin' sober

Who's real and who's a poser?

Stop givin' me the cold shoulder

Lately, as I've been gettin' older

I've been gettin' colder 'n' colder

Call me the goddamn Winter Soldier

Fuck me up on a rollercoaster

Tired of yo shit, when will this all be over?

Blow my brains out, head lower

Keep my friends close and my enemies closer

Stab me in the back and laugh like the Joker

Let me bleed out then run away and pick clovers

I can't be fixed, feelings mixed

I ain't convinced, 'cause I know it's a trick

Tired of your shit, shit

I know you was hit by a brick

Hope you know you're a prick

Go back to sucking his dick

You cheated on me with Rick

Hope you burn alive, you make me sick

Time ticks, fucked up since I was six

Ima drown the world, you was showin' him yo tits

I'm tired of it all, dying bit by bit

I wish I could realize that you're a bitch

But I'm stuck in this relationship with you throwin' fits

And at this point, I'ma slit my wrists

I'm always considered a fucking misfit

I wish one day I could throw some fists

We spar and spar, yeah, fuck Christmas

Fuck you and your parents too, none of your buisness

Fuck your friends and your pets, don't beg for forgiveness

Fuck your dog and cats, you wicked and vicious

Fuck you and your new BF, came from rags to riches

I can't trust you or any of yo bitches

'Cause I swear all of you witches

I used to get hugs and kisses, yeah

'Til you fucked me up, startin' burnin' bridges

You decapitated my head, my friend was a witness

You got away with it, bloody knife in the kitchen

Stab myself 'cause I made a bad decision

And I swear one day I'm gonna go to prison

And I'm tired of yo opinions

Yeah, you know my gang has risen

We on top, we hit ya with precision

Got a Glock on me with this life I was given

And all them songs I've written

We ain't no damn chickens

Some bitches givin' me visions

Christian is my religion, yeah

 

I've been waiting for so long

You never wanna admit that you're wrong

I just gotta stay strong

Stay strong, stay strong

Singing this song

As I wait so damn long

I don't know where I belong

Gotta stay strong, oh

 

You spreadin' false rumors about me bein' a loser

I go home and open up my computer

And start writin' songs 'bout my future

And you know me, the producer

Got a dark sense of humor

ADHD and Autism got me feelin' super

Me and my gang gang we should've let you go sooner

Now you fucked us up, DC Lex Luther

Brainiac, venom like Bane, moves smoother

You can't stop me, yeah, you can't stop me

You can't top me or cop me

Got my gang wit' me, you can't shock me

Pull up with a Shocker, bring out them choppers

Them gang gang kids be monsters

And I ain't goin' to see no doctor

'Cause I'm perfectly sane, yeah, I'm proper

Really wish I would've killed my father

That hoe a deadbeat, yeah, places I conquer

Galavantin' 'cross the universe, using asteroids for soccer

Touchdown like a comet, spend a couple dollars

Buyin' me some Kit Kats, yes, your honor

You ain't my majesty, grandpa died from them shells

Got the Shotgun, don't care who tells

And I'ma take yo ass to Hell

'Cause them bitches put ya under a spell

Miss my grandpa, yeah, I was worried 'bout his health

Shot the gang who killed 'em, yeah, took their wealth

Got away with it, yeah, but I smell that smell

Remindin' me of my past, yeah, might kill myself

Knowing damn well I'm beyond help

I can scream and yell, scream and yell

I ain't doin' well, I ain't doin' well

Yeah, tryna be the man with the stealth

I been trying my best since I was twelve

A lot of shit we won't fuckin' delve

Into, yeah, stuck in my prison cell

Ring them bells, took a W and an L

I just want them bands bands you know I excel

You don't understand stand I got Chanel

Don't fuck wit' me, ya hear me Michelle?

Get the bands up and the bucks up, it's goin' swell

Some motherfuckers get expelled

But some motherfuckers like me never fell, yeah

 

I've been waiting for so long

You never wanna admit that you're wrong

I just gotta stay strong

Stay strong, stay strong

Singing this song

As I wait so damn long

I don't know where I belong

Gotta stay strong, oh

 

I'm like the man of your dreams, right now it is Winter

I call up my boys on Twitter

I can still hear your whisper

But you know me, I pull the trigger

Ain't fuckin' with no gold diggers

Was really worried 'bout my sister

Now I'm a winner not a sinner

Now me and my friends, we havin' dinner

Shit I won't ever reconsider

Rip out your liver, pour the liquor

Coughin' my guts out like I'm gettin' sicker

I know I'm a goner, but damn shit's so bitter

I do what I wanna, put a body in a river

Been losing my sanity quicker, yeah

Been losing my shit quicker, yeah

And I know there's shit that still lingers

Took your heart and crushed it with my fingers

Set it on fire, seein' shadowy figures

I just wish I could save our pictures

Fucked up, this shit's a curse

Tell me, baby, what is my worth?

Lucked up, I'm crazy since birth

Stuck up, lovestruck, been gettin' worse

You're the worst, spit a verse

Fuck this universe, fuck this planet we call Earth

Fuck this planet we call home, wish I could reverse

You got what you deserved, feelin' immersed

I quench my thirst even when my heart burned

It hurts, it hurts, but I won't ever eat dirt

Fuckin' with me? I got an AR, yo bitch ass'll be cursed

I get the cheddar 'n' the cheese, tables have turned

Might burst out, yeah, still got shit to learn

Playin' a game of chess, money I earned

I'm the only one who put in the effort

Now you talkin' shit, memory blurred

Words slurred, you're a jerk

I ain't no expert but I'm pretty sure what I heard

Was true and that you think I'm a nerd

You fuck me up, suck me up, and leave me in the desert

I dry out, die out, cry out: "It burns, it burns!"

 

I've been waiting for so long

You never wanna admit that you're wrong

I just gotta stay strong

Stay strong, stay strong

Singing this song

As I wait so damn long

I don't know where I belong

Gotta stay strong, oh

 

Going away, won't ever return

(It burns it burns it burns)

Going away, won't ever return

(It burns it burns it burns)

Run away, took a wrong turn

I ran away, but I took a wrong turn

I tried to leave, but you became stern

I don't know what to do, it burns it burns it burns

Get away, from this nightmare (nightmare)

I see you and you're standin' right there (right there)

I try my best but it's never worth it

Hoping one day I can be perfect

You hurt me so badly, I became worthless

Now I'm useless, so damn nervous

What lies beneath the surface?

This shit is a whole circus

I won't ever be at your service

Tell me what's my purpose? (my purpose?)

You dangerous, you murderous

So save me from this shit

(This shit, this shit, this shit, this shit)

Fuck me up, suck me up, luck me up

Stuck me up (Fuck me up, suck me up)

(Luck me up, stuck me up)

Falling down (falling down)

Love me now (love me now)

Wanna start a family (start a family)

But it'll never happen (never happen, no)