Untitled Song

I wish we could go back to how we were, but now we’re kinda strangers, I honestly really miss you, but I dont wanna admit it, We would raise some hell, but we always said amen, You honestly were kinda rude to me, You were my best friend, my ride or die. I know you miss me though too. I miss us obsessing over boys who we honestly never had a chance with. I also miss all of your laughs, drama, and dumb ass jokes we had, even though they weren't funny probably at all. But I don't miss the times that you left me on read I kinda even miss our little fights. I don't know why you did what you did? I get that I messed stuff up, but still? Even after all that happened, I still don't hate you. I don’t tell anyone our secrets. If people asked or if they did ask why don't we hang-out as much as we did, I say, “Stuff happened,” Because I still and always will respect you, Its like you put a dagger in my heart. I will always care about you,but don't get it twisted u pushed me away and hurt me and you probably didn't realize it, You hurt me to the extent that I couldn't try that much anymore. You really disappointed me, I thought I knew you, but I guess not.I thought you were meant to be my best friend forever. I stuck around cause thats what best friends do, they deal with each others shit,I never stopped thinkin’ ‘bout you, how can I when you were a massive part of my life?