DEAD MAN

They say I'm a dead man (dead man)

Countin' up my bands (my bands)

You don't give a damn (a damn)

My heart beatin' in your hands (your hands)

Nothing goes as planned (as planned)

Face-flat in the damn sand (damn sand)

And you don't ever understand (understand)

And they say I'm a dead man (dead man)

 

Spittin' true facts, you knew that

Tryna get the money, got some new racks

And you talkin' to me, but I'm through that

My gang and I smokin' two packs

'Cause you know we do that

Bands up, mans up, runnin' two laps

I ran up, began love, true that

I do what I want, who that?

Takin' a trip to hell, bitches askin' where you at

Magic mushies, goin' on acid trips, glock? I use that

On my block, sippin' codeine, who to shoot at?

Mind distorted, what to do when I lose that?

Losin' my mind, stuck in the backrooms

Got me some new black shoes

Me and my gang going at you

Tryna do what I can to attack you

You drive me insane, about to trap you

Hit by a train, ain't gonna back you

Side-to-side, back-to-back, crying in the bathroom

Ain't listenin' in the classroom, nah

I just wanna have you all to myself

Realizing that I've lost so many brain cells

I was under your goddamn spell

Locked in a chamber, locked in a cell

Every road I take just leads to hell

Feeling like I am not myself since I was twelve

Meet you at the damn hotel

And I wish I was someone else

And you ring a few bells

All these stories I would tell

I scream, squeal, shout, and yell

Lately, I feel like I fell

Baby, are you doing well?

I'm goin' crazy, I took an L

No W's, yeah, my heart I sell

Fucking up, just came outta my shell

Movin' slow like a turtle, a familiar smell

Checkin' my mailbox, I excel, yeah

Ooh, ooh, ooh, gettin' expelled

Buy me some new shit, puttin' on hair gel

My bitches and I, we never repel

Yeah, yeah

 

They say I'm a dead man (dead man)

Countin' up my bands (my bands)

You don't give a damn (a damn)

My heart beatin' in your hands (your hands)

Nothing goes as planned (as planned)

Face-flat in the damn sand (damn sand)

And you don't ever understand (understand)

And they say I'm a dead man (dead man)

 

Lately, you can see it in my eyes

Wondering if this is truly my demise

Hold my hand, through hell we go

Knowing damn well you've become a foe

Through trials and tribulations

It's an overwhelmin' sensation

Loving you testin' my patience

Every day I'm totin' guns

And we makin' dark jokes 'n' puns

So many questions, it's not too fun

Me and my gang had a good long run

Rulin' the streets, time never done

Thought you were the one

All of the sudden, I got a concussion

I just wanted to be something

And you keep makin' these assumptions

My brain can't even function

And these bullets be bustin'

Cigarettes that I be puffin'

Me and my gang cause motherfuckin'

True fuckin' self-destruction

Corruption coursin' thru my veins

Loving is all in my brain

We be fucking to numb the pain

Drugs I'm taking, clothes are stained

Blood on my face, problems remain

I am chained, can't even explain

Tape on my mouth, knocked out, wake up

Now I'm wonderin' if it was good that we decided to break up

You put on your favorite makeup

I try my best to fucking stay up

Just gotta live the goddamn day up

Tired of always trying to keep going, I gave up

Nah

 

They say I'm a dead man (dead man)

Countin' up my bands (my bands)

You don't give a damn (a damn)

My heart beatin' in your hands (your hands)

Nothing goes as planned (as planned)

Face-flat in the damn sand (damn sand)

And you don't ever understand (understand)

And they say I'm a dead man (dead man)

 

Sharin' our feelings, still healing

Damage you dealing, and hearts you be stealing

And how am I feeling?

I'm staring at the ceiling

I ain't even breathing

Images of you leaving

Haven't been sleeping nor eating

And I stopped believing

You took away my self-esteem and left me bleeding

I see them creepers creepin'

Your love is gone, found out you were cheating

Now I'm beaten, took a beating

You call me a deadbeat every time we meet up

Secrets you keeping, you got your feet up

Books I'm reading, trying to keep up

You were misleading, baby, you left some deep cuts..

 

They say I'm a dead man (dead man)

Countin' up my bands (my bands)

You don't give a damn (a damn)

My heart beatin' in your hands (your hands)

Nothing goes as planned (as planned)

Face-flat in the damn sand (damn sand)

And you don't ever understand (understand)

And they say I'm a dead man (dead man)