Callous

Cold shoulders no persona

Motion of ocean the flow perspectiv of my focus

They say that i'm under the weather like how did you notice?

So cold i'm exploding the ocean like moses

I sit on the fence like my thoughts they are hopless

Smoking the cig when I'm talking to the devil my on own shoulder

Honestely i think it's over

Can't live no more when everyone acting so soulles like

 

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Everybody callous

Living in a world of gray weather like stratus

Back on the map like an atlas

So drunk head is spinnin' like an axis

So high i'm dead from the sadness

 

Colder by the actions, callous

Reactions practice, raps mastered

Past life living swimming in the ocean with the sharks sub zero degrees and ended up callous

(ended up callous) ended up, ended up callous.

My raps like my bloodstream flowing from the heart

So this art coming from a place so dark

Face in the mud, gotta clean it off like starch

By the time y'all know me i'll be rippin' off the charts

My views low now but in time i'll get high by making rapping benchmarks (ugh)

Honestly I ain't mad at noone, not even those that have wronged me

Cuz without those people I wouldn't been me

Would've been a whole different person

Maybe a slight worse version

So don't fret I'll stay here making all my verses

Kinda fucking lonely

Don't know where i'm going

No chick that could hug me

No bitch that would blow me

When I'm depressed always feeling horny

Bitches that had torn me

First one she lingers

inside my mind

Second one just left me behind

And I wounder why

 

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Everybody callous

Living in a world of gray weather like stratus

Back on the map like an atlas

So drunk head is spinnin' like an axis

So high i'm dead from the sadness

 

Silhouettes heading to go, nonetheless leaving the show

It's my last shimmer of hope, cigarettes helping me cope

Word to Shikamaru lifes a drag, lifes a blurr can't care it's black

Lights like crypt, like nomansland, knife at wrist, wanna die so bad

Back in the blackness, missed all my chances

Pissed as a dad get's, fist in the air guess

Need to proceed like a seed like I'm callous

Completely weak like a geek like I'm anxious

Shit I am soft, heart is just beating so hard

Can't breathe at all, don't want to sleep at all, all my dreams are

Hurting me devils they heard of me, killing me slowly like third degree

Shit I am missing what I thought was family

Don't want to let people getting as close to me

Still doing that cuz I'm sad like these melodies

Healing but I'm seen as weak like dumb parodies

Feel like i'm needing pills like some remedy

Feeling more ill than the bill but i better be

Closing my walls, like i'm ceasing my own

Choking by thoughts, can they leave me alone

Smoking the ashes at midnight to dawn

 

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Everybody callous

Living in a world of gray weather like stratus

Back on the map like an atlas

So drunk head is spinnin' like an axis

So high i'm dead from the sadness