Regrets regress

Don’t know what it take to forget

Made a list of my regrets

Death inside

Got too many med inside

That lead to die

Where was I

Suicide

Family suit and tie

Paranoia shoot and die

Don’t wanna lose this life

Can’t defuse this lie

And yeah I use too cry

Numb pain I’m use too inside

Trapped in this mind state

Wrapped in my fate

It’s primitive Primate

Don’t think I’m great

Don’t think I’m lying in the things I make

Mind Irate but I wanna be able to say hi to great

I use the time it take to finally make Greek a real G o D

I’m okay with talking about the conversation we don’t speak

Does that make me unique

I’m not a fake me

Go ahead and break me

Wish I was a better person but that’s how weather the world per sun

Remise on shit I’m pissed off

All the times I was listed off

Fall down just to stay there

Call now on myself when people won’t play fair

Regrets stretch stress

So I’m press to inject the mess into my neck

constant thoughts of that is causing a wreak

It’s Insanity I caught a cold now I rot I’m old

That’s my mental state

Did things that break my self image make you think I’m Into hate

You weren’t with me you resent me

Why you play like you aren’t against me

Today I go astray tired of being on the fence see

Never afraid but those L are always dense see

But they Forever made me work harder

For Starters I was the one who collapse when things shatter

Because the burn would reach fast and then I’ll get sadder

Now I just say fuck the world with my middle finger up

patiently I waiting I was hurt a patient see

As I waiting I become ancient see

Demons had a agency

Reason I was fading see

But then I power up reversed the hours stuck

Piano playing background but we know I ain’t playing in the background

I won’t back down I’m upping where I lack now we been know

I’m a outcast made decisions that has me going you stupid hoe

Now I last because indecision gone

I Stumbled over chairs after I pop some shit

Tumbled into sober didn’t soft numb shit

I was suicidal at one point no fun shit

Wasn’t a suiting idol

Now it’s my start of my race they shooting rifles

How my heart go at a pace so quick even before I dip