Depression

look its just been depressing now i just wanna cry and scream out loud

theres no essence to my mind im still asking how ion wanna be alone its

got me stressing out i hate myself right now im in depression screaming out

for help im crying out save me feeling all alone in public my mind trying to

play me thinking im the only going through this im explaining before my

mind takes over and before no one can save me i just want someone

to hug me tell me its ok ion wanna be alone ion wanna show my pain

i pray to god to gift me things im praying everyday im sick of feeling empty

mind aint got a place to stay i want to tell my mom but that won't make it

be my life and i just cant feel it twice but ive been through it all man but ill

promise ill be fine im just a broken

dumb ass nigga dont know what to do from the trenches and im starting to

come to my senses praying and crying to god to forgive me for my sins

trying to hide my emotions im going deep into the motions every time

I think about the heavy shit my head spins dealing with my demons devil at

my door step and he grins said I can make millions all I got to do is give

him my soul this pain making me lose control and when im at an all time

low all i do is roll like i said roll my problems and smoke my pain (why?)

bc i aint got nothing to gain shit might take the route to cocaine im in chains

all these drugs are in my veins because of depression man its an obsession

and now i got a connection with the devil he on my doorstep so why run

got no where to run I was thinking on taking my life with a gun.

but I tried to keep that promise to son he aint born yet but i know what

he would think of me he'd probably think im a nobody just like everybody...