Try so hard

I look back at my life with my face in my palms,

Its a shock to see how far ive come,

and all on my own but i still got a long way to go,

headin down this lonely road, just a kid and his soul,

feelin incomplete, can't you see, I've grown to tired to compete,

All the lies behind the eyes of those who bear the truth,

Nothing's new, we lost our youth,

According to the news our publics got some screws loose,

I used to think about hanging it all up on the noose

Y'all wonder why they cock and shoot, and abuse,

It's the booze bein slurped to cure the blues,

I refuse to be apart of this view, but wit these words i spew

I’m just trying hard to change all of these rules