Do you have any idea?
• Written by Chico-Z
Do you have any idea?
What Im trying to do?
When write down my thoughts
And send them to you
I mean,
Do you have any idea?
What I gotta do
Just to get this anger out
Just to sleep, to think clearly
Why I even Jot downs these words
You have no idea, how much there worth
I'm Trying my best, To break it down
But feels like, I'm dealing with clowns
Talking about wanting to be a group
But everything's gotta be so damn corny
Always Talking about being so damn horny
Or sucking dick, or how big my ass is,
Or calling some punk a bitch
But the moment hes fucking with you
You dont do shit, other then bitch
So what the fuck is this?
were talking about dropping a diss
, it was my idea, I admit it, I get it
But I regret it, He's ready worthless
so what's the purpose
Do whatever you wanna do
But it's not my cup of tea
If it we're up to me
I Would make him bleed
never even know it was me
Make him believe, it was dream
But that's just me
I'm sorry to be the one to say it
I can't fucking stand it,
All I gotta do is be honest,
I'm harder on myself, regardless
Im to do damn nervous
I just can't do it this with any of you
You don't even try to understand me,
I can no longer, share my truth with you
Without hurting you,
I don't know what else do
Other then set my sights on you
I'm determined to be me, genuinely
I know, its all on me, this is my dream
All my life,
Listening to slim shady on repeat
You'll never understand
what's growing inside me
I hear your words
I say nothing, cause all I wanna do
Is tear you down,
cause all that comes out your mouth
Is bullshit, it's all fucking joke isn't it?
This shit to damn important to me,
To have to explain it,
doesn't even feel worth it
Cause you forget it, like your retarded
Just hear what you want, and cop it
It's fine, I got it
Sitting in dark parking lot
Alone, Wide eyed,
Listening to shady on repeat
with shaky hands, Jotting
Acting like I'm possessed
I don't even know what i do,
like it's voodoo, an evil spell,
washing over me
I write whatever I want,
Cause you can barely read
To me, its too damn easy
To hit anyone of you
Right, Where it's hurts
It almost hurts me worse
To even think like this
But I can't stop feeling like this
